wooo hoo!!!!

hey guys ii just wanted to tell you that I have gotten a reply from that litereary agent so now i know what to do alli have to do is finish editing then i can actually start sending it to people and see if they actually think its any good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
author of tomorrow!

hey

hey guys just wanted to keep you updated on the progress of my novel. I have contacted a literary agent but i have to wait about another week for her reply. So i'll kepp you guys updated on what going on with O.W.E.N.
AUTHOR OF TOMORROW

MERRY CHRISTMAS OR HANNAKUH OR KWANZA OR WHATEVER

SORRY IF I MISSPELLED ANY OF THE HOLIDAYS I JUST WANTED TO SAY HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! OH AND I'LL BE ON MORE OFTEN BECAUSE I GOT A MINI NOTEBOOK!!! YAYS IT'S PURPLE!! OH AND MY ANOTHER ANNOUNCEMENT IS I AM A CAP LOCK ABUSER!!!!!!!!
-AUTHOR OF TOMORROW

hello my dear fellow bloggers and blog readers

well the title says it all. had a rough day at school today... just wanted to say hi though... so hi!
-Author Of Tomorrow

ha ha to those who sa it never snows!!! a foot of snow out there!!! can't remember when i took this either yesterday morning or tuesday morning... i don't know why but i woke up early and took this its purdy!!! I took this from my front door i was to cold to be outside sorry but it was in the negatives! tomoroww supposed to be warm lol 36 degrees oh yeah that's a heat wave lol! tlk later... oh yeah the video has no sound so your sound thing does work if you have it blasting and you can't hear it!

-author of tommorrow

hey

hey guys sorry i havent blogged in a while but i've been busy with my story and all.. did you know that i need a literary agent? apparently some companies won't even accept my work if i dont have an agent! im 15! how in the world am i suppose to pay for an agent when im a 15 yr old that makes a zero point zero salary? If anyone knows any literary agents around that would be interested in my work please please please tell me!!!! oh and if they're cheap that's a plus!!! I could start saving now and I would have to start with change around the house then i would have to fight my 6 yr old cousin for a freaking penny!! oh and my friend Jessi is now officially 16!! happy birthday Jessi!! We went to reno and checked intoan awesome hotel and went to a mall!!! we almost got snowed in byut we made it okay. This is my second snow day in a row!! When I moved here everyone said we NEVER have snow days now i'm going to rub it in their faces!! I'm working on my second novel now so blog to ya later!!
-AUTHOROFTOMORROW and CAP LOCK ABUSER LOL MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH .... MY FINGERS GOT TIRED
BYE!

Almost Complete Completion!

I just have to say this: My novel is done!! All thirty chapters!! I just have to edit it so all my changes make sense! but other than that it's done! mwhahaa and we (my budds) have figured things out

kate: artist
jessi: film director in training
me: author

i know we're putting our hopes up high because my book may not get published but if it does we figured what we're going to do

kate will draw the cover, jessi will film the movie, and I will write the scripts and the sequel! which I already have a name for

G.E.N.E.

ohhh mysterious! i know lol well that;s been it besides a huge sleep over that took place last night we stayed up till four and frankly im too tired to write about it so you will have to wait another time goodnight!
authoroftomorrow!!!

dry ice

have you ever wondered what happens when you put three insane teenagers in a room with boiling water and dry ice? well wonder no more!!!! Kate, Jessi and I played with dry ice during lunch and we got the biggest exposion on tape... well phone memory but i emailed it to myself adn hopefully you guys wil be able to see it! we scream... loud.... so beware...

lol i was the idiot who decided to shake the bottle and it exploded on my arm! it was awewsome!

yes this is what teenaged authors of tomorrow do in their free time....

quote

hey guys! As of now I'm working on my novel : O.W.E.N. I'm on the 28th chapter and I was writing something then I just realized that this would be a really good summary, well not a summary but something that would captivate readers! here it is!

' "We know Owen is an asshole but what the hell is O.W.E.N." Only after I had said that I realized that the Boss had abbreviated his name. Abbreviations can't be good at all.'

O.W.E.N. -28th chapter!

-author of the future!
tell me what you think!

sup

well i just basically wanted to say 'sup' and yea... cause im bored and i dont really feel like typing a whole lot so im going to go on myspace and chat also going to get some songs on limewire (shh!!) dont tell itunes i cheated on them! you see it was a very difficult relationship.. 99 cents for a song!!! ridiculous for a music addict like me so yea.. and whatever the tabloids say is NOT true I broke up with itunes! not the other way around... yups so thats it almost done with my story i say by tuesday i should be done then give me two or so days to edit hen give itr to teracheers and my budds then off to the publishers it goes!!! i cant believe i got this far!! this will be my first completed story! okay now im done! bye

-author of yesterdays tommorow! that means i'm an author of today but im really not so i lied to myself to make me feel better!!!

Holy crudnickles... hola

wow I haven't blogged in a long time... I've been busy with my story... I'm now on the 27th chapter!!! A lot has been up since last blogging seesion... yes I know im weird like that.. our group has dwindled from seven to four (on our good days) we're trying to recruit new kids but unfortunetly we don't get there in time or their seniors.... so if you plan to moving to a small town join the 'weird kids who sit by the green house wen it isnt below 40 degrees outside club'
Yesterday was pretty awesome! Jessi borrowed a video cam. from rutledge 'the vid. production teach.' and we acted out funny quotes like:

Scared worse than severus snape faced with shampoo

I just got out of the hospital... I got in a speed reading accident... I hit a bookmark...

and many more!!!

yups it was fun Griff was even laughing he only laughs when there's chocolate milk or he gets a crazy idea that will end us up in jail... not that we actually agree with him anyway...
umm wed. we had off!!! and for some crazy reason i was the only teenager on earth who woke up before 6:30!!! well yeah that's it... my lil bro talked about a migic show some junior in our school was doing to raise money for breast cancer. I wanted to go to the one at the high school for two reasons

1. I wanted to see what he was doing cause one of my characters is going to be a magician in training
2. If I could have done something like that to raise money for my mom to get a liver transplant I would have and maybe things would have been different...

anyway from what he told me this kid is pretty talented... it would be cool to do that.. lol the only talent I have is writting and I might not even be that good!! I think i need a new hobby! and it won't be singing... for some odd reason I wanted to stand on my porch and sings my lungs out to the world... the songs were, riot, the good life, and someone who cares... I bleeped out somethings for my own concience..

the funny thing is that AFTER I had gone inside I found out some lady was outside too. then she went inside... so singing is not an option especially when my bro's tel me to shut up or they'll punch me... I have bruises!!!! basically that's been it for me.... yups... my commenters haven't commented in a while so i've been on myspace... yes I have finally got one... jeez people we have a cellular device that is called a telephone that you can talk through and I can hear. the conversation shoud however not go like this:

"Hey wats up!"

"Not much u?"

"Meet me online so we can myspace eacthother I have something to tell u!?" click

"Um hello?! hello? If you wanted to tell me something I was on the phone! hello!? Don't give me the 'the cia is listening' crap again! hello!?... myspace addict.... idiot" click

This is how it should go:

"Hey what's up?"

"Nothing much you?"

"I have something to tell you!"

"Okay."

"Boogly woogly cracker doodle munch face!?"

"Excuse me?"

"You heard me!" click

"Um bye... see you tomorrow..."

yes my friends will actually call me and say that so in retrospect that is a normal conversation... I'm gonna do more cause im bored... oh this is a prank call we made to wall-mart!

"Hello Wallmart how may I help you?"

"Yes can you forward me to the bakery department?"

"Sure hold on."

"Hello bakery department."

"Yes, do you know where the muffin man is?"

"Um sorry no I don't"

"We know you have him!!!"

"Do you have a picture of the muffin man?"

"Um sorry I do not have a picture of the muffin man." then the bell rang and we had to hang up but it was great.. here are more ideas.

call a random number and sob,

"Hello suicide hotline! I;m going to jump off a bridge and end my life!!!" if they hang up call them back and say "bast88d!" then hang up. If they don't hang up u do and call back and say the same thing

speak another language or gibberish

say your from the fbi, federal brush investigator and are here to smell their teeth..

say your from the cia, certified insane assylum and speak gibberish... (im making these up as I go!)

call a random number if the don't pick up leave a really long and annoying message

if they do pick up however pretend youre somethey should know and give them your worts enimies number to call you back on!

you can do this with messages too! well im done for the day and I'll check later to see if I have any comments

-writter girl thats extremely bored and despite what she wrote is going to chat with friends on myspace!!

Woo! Home Coming Game! What The Hell! Is That A Streaker! Or Two!

Don't know why I DIDN'T POST THIS IT'S FUNNY
yup yup you read the title right! Home coming game is tomorrow! Not that I'm like whoop dee doo about it. In our small group of cynical completely insane teenagers you have: Me! Kate! Jessi! Griff! Jordan! and our newest member Randall! Sadly our group is being torn apart by Jordan moving to --------. Which isn't near us, about a few hours drive away(With Traffic) Anyway so Jordan will never forget his last school day with us, we're going to the homecoming game... WHAT!? You say you see a connection to said title and said coincedince that my group and I are going to the homecoming game? Well come on now! Streaking is hecka bad! I mean we're good kids... 0:) (See the halo?) Well... maybe we're not that good...

Three Days Grace: Life Starts Now

Hey guys! I just downloaded the entire NEW album from THREE DAYS GRACE and i have to say that it is so awesome that it is well awesome! here are the songs:

1. Bitter Taste
2. Break
3. World So Cold
4. Lost In You
5. The Good Life (myfavorite song from this album)
6. No More
7. Last To Know
8. Someone Who Cares
9. Bully
10. Without You
11. Goin' Down
12. Life Starts Now

So yea and i got my progress report here are my grades

all A's except in Spanish2 i got a D but i missed a day adn it was a high D soo yea my aunt was proud of me and i have to be honest that was the most A's ive ever seen on my report card thingy ever even if it wasnt official..

Pebbels

O.W.E.N. SERIES BLOG

Hey guyt i just finished makina blog for my novel O.W.E.N. if you wanna check it out here it is

http://www.owenseries.blogspot.com/

pebbles

O.W.EN. AND OTHER STUFF

Hey guys so whats up peep lol i 'm just saying hi and that i am on my 21st chapter so i have 9 more to go and when the actual story is complete i just have to edit then i am actually finished! i'm hoping to be completely finished before Christmas break! oh i wrote a poem! i was thinking about it in P.E. then i actually got to writting it down in science class so i have no i dea what we learned on friday! lol well its in haiku form but its like an on-going haiku like stanza after stanza i just made up that form but if its a real form then i might send it in to people cuz i actually like it! so here it is!:

Scars

The scars on his face

Are like the scars on my heart

They are from the pain

That you gave to us

Unwillingly we took them

And proudly we did

To save those we love

Though the scars will never fade

And the memories

Yeah, the memories

They will never go away

What you gave to us

You should not be proud

For what you gave and you took

What we had to see

Witness what you did

What you undoubtedly said

That we had to hear

You should not be proud

For these scarsyou gave to us

Yet scars do not fade

Eventually

These open wounds cover up

Left with ugly scars

Together we stand

Those you've wounded stand their ground

Tell you what they found

The wounded tell you

How they've changed and forgot you

And their ugly scars

They are not seen

They're still there, but you are gone

Gone, not remebered

Though you are gone now

The scars still stay, but we live

We live with no more fear

You should not be proud

For what you have done, but we

Are forever free

Yups hat what i did in science... tell me what you think! oh and i think, i'm pretty sure that i am gonna start a blog dedicated to my story. I'll probably do it sometime today, it depends how nice Blogger is being to me lol so yea byes!

-pebbles

my almost novel

hey peeps i am here to say that i am almost done with my first complete novel O.W.E.N.! I WILL TELL U GUYS WHEN ITS COMPLETE AN D WHEN I SEND IT INTO PUBLISHERS AN D WHT HAPPENS FROM THERE! EVEN IF I DONT GTE PULISHED I'M STILL GONNA FINISH THE SERIES BECAUSE ITS WHAT I LIKE TO DO! IF I DO GET PUBLISHED HOWEVER I AM ORDERING ALL OF MY BLOG FOLLOWERS TO BUY MY BOOK AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK OF IT! WELL THAT REALLY IT TILL I HAVE MORE TIME SO BYES
-FUTURE AUTHOR OF TOMORROW AK.A. PEBBLES A.K.A LITTLEFUZZBALLOFFUN!:)

school!

I know you guys are going to call me a nerd and such and I am completely prepared if you choose to do so... school is going to start Aug. 25th! I'm soooooooo excited! now if you wish to pelt me with papayas please do... but I am sincerely excited! papayas lol I'm funny lol... okay now back to business. school! i got NOTEBOOKS! I GOT FIVE! I LABELED MOST OF THEM! I have one for math, which I am NOT looking forward to, one fro science, one for English, and hopefully I'll get Spanish 2 and Journalism. And I got .... PENS! AND PENCILS! AND DID I MENTION PAPER! AND STUFF! And I get to take a bus! My friend Cheyenne and I know how much fun buses can be! especially if said bus driver runs through red lights.... I'm so special I have to take two buses to get from school to my house! And I can't wait for myschool clothes to get here! I got skinny jeans! And these awesome shoes! well yeah that's really all i have been up to so bye!

hola

hey guys sorry i havent been posting ive been busy writting a novel which is now 15 chapters long plus ive been on a vacation... okay so i kinda have alot to tlk about just in the past 2 days.
1. i love marylin mansons music!
2. that meteor shower at five this morning was a complete FAIL! i stayed up all night so i could watch that stupid thing and i only saw one stinking star! plus im completely tired from not sleeping!
3. never babysit 6 year olds and order pizza at the same time!
4. since i dont have a printer it will cost me nine dollars to print out my 84 page long story which isnt done yet.
5. never try to wrestle someone that say is 5'11 AND 180LBS. around your little brother because he will think its jolly fun to jump on said 5'11 someone whos on top off of you.
6. you will be crushed by more than two hundred pounds.
7. therefore they almost break your ribcage
8. then you find out that it is extemely painful to move your right soulder and arm...
9. after that do NOT try to work up your pride by challenging the 5'11 guy again.
10. because you might end up in the position i was in and i can tell you that not only will i not be able to move my arm i am 100% sure i will have a welt the size of said 5'11 guys fist on my back..
11. never be as stubborn as i am.. you will end u[ incredibly sore and very much in pain...
well ya thats practically it my vaca was fun camping trip, water park, oregan then home very fun oh and i got to pet cows! they have scratchy tougues just to let you know so ya. i also cant wait for school to start my first year in a uninturrupted school enviornment! plus we can go school shopping saturday for clothes i cant wait to get skinny jeans! plus i cant wait to get pens and paper... i am weird about that stuff i love pens and papers!
-sore and tired

CRAPITY LOAD OF CRAP!!!

GUEESS WHOS BEEN HONORED TO COME TO MY HOUSE TOMORROW!!!!
MY WORST NIGHTMARE DERYK....... THE MAN WHO BEAT MY LITTLE BROTHER AND TOLD MY LITTLE BROTHER THAT HE KILLE OUR MOTHER FROM STESS!!!!!!!!!!! I CANT EVEN STAND TO THINK ABOUT THAT MONSTROCITY COMING INTO MY HOME, MY LAST NEW START AND HAUNTING US AGAIN.. I AM TO MAD TO THINK SO ON A BRIGHTER NOTE VISIT THIS SITE: www.thenextgenerationarmy.blogspot.com

the force hurts....

i was going on quizilla cause its awesome then my bro came down and said he choked on a bug because he slapped then it went down hi nose then he choked and i cant tell u that i didn laugh... then he came down and he became a messenger for me and my cousin this is how it went:
me:
brett/teryn:

teryn needs you
oh well tell him im busy
he said come now and bring the computer
ugh tell him to send me an email
with what
oh... tell him to use the force
how does he use the force
tell him to find his inner jedi
fine but this is the last time im coming down

then brett went upstairs and like 5 mins. later teryn came down and puched me in the forearm and said : at was the force. stupid.... teryn he didnt have to hit me that hard then i texted jordan and watched the shamwoohoo!!! yup so that was it !!!
pebbles/littlefuzzballoffun

school

SCHOOL IS OVER!!!!!!
AND YEA THAT'S IT

poem for mom

Mom, I know you’re gone now
I know you’ve been gone for a while
Without you I don’t know how,
I can manage to smile

Mom, I miss you more than I can bear
The pain hurts everywhere I try to hide
I will always miss how you care
Mom, I hate how the doctor lied

If that doctor could have saved you,
Why did he act dumb?
Mom, Brett misses you too
Why did that doctor make us glum?

You were so young, mom
We were so scared
‘Cause of what happened, you’re gone mom
That doctor hadn’t cared

All I need to say mom
Is that we miss you
And we need you mom
Mom never forget we love you too

Dedicated to my mom, Lisa Marie Kelly
W love and miss you, Brett and Ty

may 30th

may 30th has been 365 days without my mom

social night!!!!!

hey guys last night was soooooo fun i went with my friends: Kate, Griff, Nathan, Bob, and their friend Daniel to our tiny movie theater and saw STAR TREK it was a pretty funny and really good movie. i learned that sprite apparently has caffeine because i got really hyper!!!!! it was soo hilarious then after the movie we wanted to go eat at the WOK the Chinese place. it got really windy!! i was wearing a SKIRT!!! my aunt wanted to play makeup and dress up with me and i was to tired to pop her bubble. so i was like holding my skirt down till we got there. my hair was like an Afro it was sooo funny. anyway the WOK is a pretty nice restaurant so our beginning waitress looked all skeptical because she was serving 6 teenagers. then we got another waitress she was A LOT nicer, we got our drinks and we were being so silly we were all choking when the nice waitress was trying to ask us what we wanted. i was soo hyper bu i was so polite when he waitress asked me what i wanted my friends were all staring at me and trying not to crack up. this is how the conversaion went between the waitress and me:

waitress: what would you like to eat tonight
me: um im not sure, what do you like best?
waitress: well i really like the cashew chicken...
me: cool I'll try that
waitress: well what else do you like? spicy, not spicy, vegetables no vegetables?
me: I LIKE VEGETABLES!
waitress: well then the cashew chicken is really good
me: okay that sounds really good, thank you.

it was so funny and we actually go enough food to as Griff says eat the P.F Chang way! we passed all our plates around i didn't eat a whole lot because i ate popcorn and had a sprite at the movies. we sat and talked and ate for like an hour it was really nice. then after we were done eating we all pitched in for the check and left the awesome waitress a big tip. then we waited outside for at least another hour waiting for our rides. we were having so much fun. my friends were debating whether or not i could fit in the big mailbox. and there was some goth druggies down the street and Griff and Nathan were dancing and singing "if your happy and you know it clap your hands" Kate had to hold me back from going over there and talking to them plus i was trying to convince Griff and Nathan to dance and sing to "if your happy and you know it clap your hands" but Kate was holding me back then Griff was going to help so i gave up. i really wanted to see their faces if a short kid started randomly talking to them and then two tall guys started singing "if your happy and you know it clap your hands"!!! that would've been sooo hilarious. we were just hanging out and having fun and being really silly and weird. then Griffs parents too kate and i home to my tiny little house we satyed up till 12 or later going on quzzilla apparently my secret hobby is music no duh... and i made kate watch how to be ninja, how to be gangster, how to be emo,and how to be nerd also the ninla glare they are hilarious!!! youtube rocks!! so yeah then im going to go see another movie with kate tomorrow at 2:30!!!! so im finnaly getting social well at least social with people who dont thin im a complete nutcase!!!
pebbles

my story

i know i didn't get 5 comments but I'm bored and i almost finished my first chapter so here it is so far...


O.W.E.N.

By: //////////////

Crystal

Alarms rung loudly next to my ear. The stupid air force sound to them made my eyes crack open. “Ugh, stupid alarm it better be later than nine…” I tried to say but fell back asleep. To my dismay the alarm kept beeping and I forced myself over to somewhat face my dresser. “Ugh, stupid alarm clock” I turned it off, incoherently slapping it until it stopped beeping. Then I looked at the time. “Six fifty!!! What’s wrong with this stupid thing!?” It was Friday; I just had one more day then my weekend.
I looked at the stuff that was on top of my dresser; just a few papers, a cup of water half full, mom and dads’ wedding picture and a picture of my dad in uniform, smiling and happy. He was pretty handsome. No wonder my mom fell for him. He had blond hair that curved perfectly around his circle shaped face. He had a faint golden tan to his skin. All in all he was pretty good-looking, for a dad anyway.
Today would mark the third year my mom and I were without my dad. He was drafted by the navy to be in special training for weapons. When his crew was in target practice another soldier shot him in the back by accident. That shot killed him. I was just 12 years old when that happened.
Two weeks ago my mom was drafted by a naval station in Nevada to train so she could be shipped to Iraq when the day comes. So we moved here and I was just about to finish my third week of school in Nevada.
The whole new town, new school thing didn’t affect me much. We moved just about every half a year since I was in preschool. My mom and dad were always being trained in different places. I didn’t like un-packing and packing so much but I could live with it. I had to. If it brings food to the table and a roof over my head I was fine if we moved to Germany. My mom really loved her job protecting the U.S. so I just went along with it. If it made her happy I was too. I didn’t really like the thought of her being shipped off to fight in a war because of how my dad died but I wasn’t going to tell her that.
My mom and I got along alright; it wasn’t like we were best buds and everything, that was something I did with my dad. She regrets that we don’t spend enough time together as it is. She works early mornings and late nights and sometimes on the weekend she never knows when she is going to be called in for training. I like the quiet time by myself but it can always get lonely.
I remember that she hadn’t always worked crazy hours. When my dad was still here he would come home early and pick me up from school and we would hang out and wait for mom. Then we would just hang out and just have family moments. With all this extra work my mom is doing she always comes home tired and sort of grouchy. She would take a shower turn on the TV and I would bring her the food I made and then she’d probably go to bed or stay up depending on how her day went.
Those days before everything were great they weren’t phenomenal they were just what I thought of home. The alarm clock went off again saying that it was now 7’oclock the time the alarm was supposed to wake me up. I sighed then I got up, picking out clothes for the day and walking down the hall to the little bathroom. I turned the water up as hot as it could go then jumped in trying to wash off all the memories that flooded my brain every time I looked at that picture of my dad. He was just so happy and innocent… it wasn’t fair… not for him, not for me and not for my mom. I really tried not to cry so I got out of the hot shower and started to get dressed.
I wiped the steam from the mirror and looked at myself. I looked pretty decent, I guess. I wasn’t shocking but I looked okay. I had a slight tan to my skin I got from my moms’ dark olive colored skin, but my dad’s paler skin balanced it out. I had medium length dark black brown super curly hair. I didn’t look bad but I guess my downfall was my height. I am exactly 5 feet; hopefully I’m going to get…say a 4 inch growth spurt soon. I looked at my clothes; they were okay nothing flattering like a miniskirt, like I would ever wear one, just a blue t-shirt with silver cassettes and purple faded stars. Then my infamous ripped jeans and classic vans. I looked okay; I liked it so it was fine for me. I try not to be influenced by what people might think. They should like me the way I am. Right?
I walked down the hall shivering as my soaking wet hair met with the colder air that went threw the house. Dropping my night clothes off in the hamper I walked into the kitchen checked the time and got out a bowl. I looked in the pantry for any type of cereal. “I guess I’m stuck with cheerios.” I sighed and got out a spoon and our gallon of milk. I made my breakfast then looked in the fridge so I could decide what to make for dinner. There was roast beef, potatoes, onions and carrots… that was enough for a pot roast. I threw everything into the crock-pot, with a few extra ingredients, turned it on hi, downed my breakfast and ran out the door to the bus stop on the corner.
The bus was already waiting for when I turned the corner at the end of my street. I ran down the street and flung my self onto my usual seat, the first seat right in back of the driver. I had at least a half hour until we would get to the school so I took out my lifesaver, the blue I-pod I had gotten last Christmas, and tuned out everyone on the always loud bus.
We got to school by eight so I had ten minuets until my first class would start. So as usual I walked to the hallway where my homeroom was and sat down next to a poster. I waited, occasionally texting friends, waiting for the bell to ring. When it did I walked to my class and hurried to my seat.
My first class/homeroom was okay it was English, I was pretty good in that subject plus it always helps when you have a really young over ecstatic teacher. As everyone filed in I pulled out my note book and started to write the assignment on the board. “Class, excuse me class?!” I looked up at my teacher; there was a student next to him looking kind of shy. “Class this is Owen Shultz, he just moved here from… uh… Owen?” Mr. Oliver looked at Owen
“Um, I moved here from Arizona.” He had sandy blondish hair he was pretty tall too. Everyone was looking at like he was something to eat, we lived in a really small town so a new kid was really rare and everyone wanted to be his or her friend. I know this first hand but luckily I found some good friends and not some fake ones. I kind of felt sorry for him maybe I’ll take him under my wing so he can get some real friends too.
“Um alright, Owen you can sit next to Crystal, Crystal raise your hand so Owen knows where you are.” I reluctantly raised my hand knowing that I was being embarrassed right there. Owen came over, sat down and pulled his backpack under his new desk. “Alright, class, get out a blank piece of paper and finish the assignment on the board then get into your Romeo and Juliet groups, Owen you can be in Crystals’ group. Did you start to read Romeo and Juliet?” Mr. Oliver waited for Owens’ answer.
“Oh, um yeah we were finishing act 5 in my old English class.” He talked really quietly and really shy. I don’t think I was that shy, but then again I wouldn’t really talk to anyone.
“Oh good we’re just finishing act 5 too, you’ll be right in place.” With that Mr. Oliver turned around and went to help a student raising his hand. Since I was in class early I just finished my assignment and was thinking if I was going to be brave enough to say “hi” to Owen. Maybe he would be braver and say the first “hi”. I’ll just wait till he finishes the assignment.
“Hi I’m Owen Shultz, I just moved here so… what’s your name?” I turned over and saw Owen smiling at me. He seemed a lot braver now than he did up in front of the class. I noticed that he had really pretty bright blue eyes and a nice smile.
“Hi I’m Crystal Richards, you can call me Crissi though; I just moved here two weeks ago too.” I tried to do a nice smile but I was pretty nervous so I’m not to sure how that went. “Um what classes do u have next, we might have a few classes together.” I tried to turn away so I couldn’t embarrass myself, which I have a knack for.
“Oh yeah, I just got my schedule today. I hope we have a few classes together. I would like that.” Crap, he was making me blush. I hope I didn’t look too impressed. I just smiled as he handed me his already wrinkled schedule.
“Wow you have the exact same classes I do, even the same P.E. period. Wow this is really cool; we could hang out today and you could meet my friends. They’re really cool, I hope you’ll like them.” I tried not to look at him so he couldn’t see me blushing. “Um, let’s go into our groups, we meet near the front of the class.”
“Oh wow I really am in all of your classes that’s cool, okay so we’re in the front of the class?” Owen looked at me expectantly, so I got up and started to walk to the front of the class from the back where I liked my desk. “Wow, you’re short.” Thankfully he didn’t say that loud enough for everyone to hear.
“ Um… Thanks I feel… uh … flattered, I guess.” He caught my heavy sarcasm and looked ashamed. “Well,” trying to make him feel better, “it’s not my fault your, what a six foot freaking tall guy.” I laughed a little and so did he; this didn’t make me feel as bad anymore.
“Okay class, you should be in your groups by now and start reading over act 5. When everyone is done we can watch act 5 of the movie.” Owen and I had already started reading. After we had watched the movie and class ended, the 2 classes I had before lunch went by super fast.
Owen was introduced in every class, had somehow found a seat near me, and tried to start up a conversation but it would always die down when the teacher started talking. When the lunch bell rang Owen was right by my side yet again making me feel tinier than I was already was. “So where do you eat lunch? Do you buy lunch? I don’t. School lunches are disgusting.” He just looked at me with those big blue eyes, they made me laugh.
“We just eat in the science hallway. You just have to walk outside. I hate school lunches too.” I held out my brown paper bag filled with my sandwich, cookie, chips, and a water bottle. I walked down the hallway and all my friends were sitting up against the blue colored lockers. “Hey guys, this is Owen.” My friends turned around and waved to us. “Owen this is Griff, Kate, Jessi, Jordan, and Brandon.” I pointed them out. “Griff, Kate, Jessi, Jordan, Brandon this is Owen.” Owen waved and said ‘hi’ and my friends did the same thing.
I sunk down next to Kate and Owen slunk down next to me. I took out my I-pod and started to dig into my PB&J sandwich. “What kind of music do u listen to?” instead of trying to talk with a mouthful of sandwich I handed Owen my I-pod set onto my top rated. "Cool I like alot of hard rock too. Who's your favorite aritst?"


critique me!!! soory about the paragragh spaces blogger isnt microsoft word!!!

feeling human

hey guys guess whos finally feeling human oh yea!!!!! oh and im writting a book so i want you pples to give your favorite names ever (boy or girl)okay so maybe i can use them all i know is that the whoops i almost gave part of the story any way i know one guys name is Owen Shultz. what happens when owen goes to certain places and anyone he gets an intrest to they dissapear or are sent to jail? what happens when four kids are forced to find out? if i get more than 5 comments ill post my story... i really want to type spo sryy for not a huge summary..
pebbles

still sick

hey guys im obviously still sick and i actually threw up the night before last and i dont throw up so it was bad and yesterday i slept for literally 18 hours i took some pills and they sooo kicked my butt i woke up three times then i slept for the rest of the day. today i feel better but i fell sicker like yesterday i felt so heavy like i couldnt move it was pretty bad and i was really dizy whenever i stood up but today i just feel regular sick i dont feel as tired as i did but i still feel horrrible and im coughing my lungs out so that is about it so bye pples...
pebbles

sick

hey guys guess who got a cold and the lucky winner is.... yup me woohoo i sure am a lucky one... we had a garage sale yesterday we made at least 200$ but guess who won the sun burnt
competition yup me again but if i do get a sunburn it takes like a few hours to go away then i am super brown!!!! so that so far is my weekend but my week was better. we did tumbling in p.e. and it was soooo fun but when we were doing this really hard pose where pretzel was lying down and she was holding my ankles and i was holding her knees and she THREW me!!!! i almost landed on my face on the wooden floor of the gymnasium luckily the mat was still there. but it was super fun plus for pretzel and me it was super easy since we are both super flexible and double jointed!!! so i started a petition to start a team and i have at least twenty to twenty five votes!!!! it will be really fun if we get a team!!! well that's just about it so bye pples.!!!

yo lol jk

hey guys nothing has really been going on so ill give u a list of whats going on..

1. limewire rocks
2. did a science project on a book ive read 30 million times... maximum ride the angel experiment
3. the guy that i like i dont think i like anymore but hes been bugging me more than when i liked him
4. my friends are awesome
5. i think i have a stomach flu or something
6. cant get dig (mudayne) or pain (3dg) music video on my i pod this is when limewire fails me
7. i hit my cousin with a sandwich in the "huevos" he almost killed me
8. i got tons of gummi worms (who knew those things were soo good!!!)
9. ummmm oh i found out jordan isnt dead or broke a bone lol i saw him when i was walking home
10. kate drew us (our group of friends) and im taller than an inch so that makes me a little happy
11. i got never too late and animal i have become on my i pod
12. i cant go to my litt;e bros baseball game cause my somach is killing me(look at #5)
13. we had a fiesta today in spanish yah ice cream cupcakes and brownies sooooo do not help my stomach
14. HAPP CINCO DE MAYO this is the day i celebrate half my heritage (im half mexacan)
15. draik this really mean person at my od school in az got caught and accused of ason and robbery!!! YES 2 YEARS OF JUVI FOR HIM (I HOPE)

i think thats it so im done now oh and those of who went onto krimsonnet its back up again!!!! heres the adress http://krimsonnet.blogspot.com/ SERIOUSLY CHECK IT OUT!!!!

pebbles

hey guys

hey today we had a assembly today it was horrible we had a stupid assembly... yesterday was about drunk driving and ever 15 min. someones dies from drunk driving.... yesterday was okay... today was the funeral... and that went over like a ton of bricks!!! i bawled like during the whole thing especially when kids had to write letters to their loved ones when they died... some of those things i wish i would've said to my mom and talk about writting obituaries and saying speeches about the person who died just tore me apart... i txted my cousin and he brought me to the counselors and was my support im glad he was there he doesnt give me pity and i dont want people to i just want people to listen also i just really want to say this: CHEYENNE YOU ARE AN AWESOME PERSON AND FRIEND!!!!
AND HERE IS HER BLOG: www.cheyenne555031.blogspot.com
kk thats kind it so byes pples

home

hey guys im staying home today because i had a rough night last night and i really dont feel like talking about it maybe later so later then....
pebles

teenagerly evilness for idiots lol do u get it?

these are the things you should do to be a average or in my case weird average anyway these are the things:

1. sleep all the time
2. eat all the time
3. be smartaleky
4. listen to music at the top volume
5. ignore evryone while listening to music
6. ummmm idk uhhhh be clueless

i think thats it ive like been a teenager for like ......... wow three years dannnggggggg im old!!!!! lol yay thats it lol

-pebbles

hey again

hey my folowers and justin lol i just wanted to say hi and my brothers first game was calceled cause it snowed on the bright side its my cousins jessicas birthday tomarrow shes ganna be 13 shes gonna be a teeneager and she gonna learn all her teenage stuff from me lol she gonna be evil just like me lol its gonna be great together maybe our teenagerly evilness will finally bring down teryn lol
pebbles

hey guys

hey guys sorry about not posting my internet has been acting up but on the brighter news my grandma from az is here to visit us sooo im really happy and thats practically itso hey guys and good bye wait thats not it my little brother has his first game today woo hoo go cal ripkens a's oh and he was in the local papersomeone asked him how he felt aout the fair grounds he has nver been there he said yeah its cool the fair is awesome... what a weirdo im related too nw thats it kkk bye peoples
pebbles

happy easter

happy easter peeps! yay bunnys and chocolates!!! but how in the world is a bunny even closley realted to an egg? mabe the easter bunny is sort like a platypus just in bunny form?i had to do a report on a platypus.... stupid science subs.... and is the easter bunny a guy or a girl? gosh so many ?s for a wierd bunny or is it a rabbit is there a difference? and is it really named peter cottontail? so does that conclude the easter bunny is a guy? ygh sorry for my rant and happy easter!!!
pebles

hey guys

hey guys i just am feeling kind adepressed i realy miss my mom and dad and still hate deryk oh and read my story i posted any way im posting a picture of my mom cause i ike lokking at her cause it makes me happy when shes happy u pple wont really know how i feel unless u lost someone that close to you i can name a few who do feel that way and i wont name them .... alright heres my mom

If We Stayed

not real names!!!!


Pebbles
Mr. Nelsen
2B
3/23/09

If We Stayed

You always see people with bad lives on T.V. or in books; but you never have someone that’s close to you or even you yourself endure a hardship. Unfortunately it is someoneyour close to….. Because it’s me…. And my little brother Nick. You may see me at school, in the mall, or somewhere else but all you think is “oh it’s just that girl. What’s her name? Emily? Yah it was Emily wasn’t it.” You never think “I wonder how she and her brother are doing with everything that’s going on.” You would never think twice because you don’t know or don’t really care. You would maybe be scared of what to say and how you say it. Or maybe your one of those people who always say “oh please I already have enough drama in my own pitiful life”. Well I guess I might have to say too bad because it is my time, as the drama queen inside of all of us might say, to share my own pitiful life.

My little brother and I were raised without a dad; we were raised very well for the fact that our mom had been a single parent since I was three.(I am now 15 my brother is now 11) We were just the happiest little family you would ever see, always loving and caring about each other cause that was all we had. The best of the best that,was us. Our mom cared more about us than her in any matter even if she had to go to the doctor. She would always save up that money from not going to the doctors for either our doctor visits or asthma medicine for Nick. Maybe other any medicines that we needed to have and she would go to any length to get it.

Unfortunately, those missed doctor visits added up. Mom got sick. She got really sick. She had to go to the hospital. She was diagnosed with liver failure, kidney failure, lung failure, and eventually heart failure. She was in there for one month exactly. She had one whole month of suffering I wish I would have endures instead of her. I still get nightmares of her in her hospital bed all bloated from poisons that were killing her; she would wake up, and try to pull herself up while calling my name. I got that dream for months after she died. During that time I was 14 and Nick was just 10. We had to move to a different state and live with our grandma and Deryk, her spouse.

Deryk is a 72 year old man. To be factual he was an old, cranky, homicidal, little boy hater, jealous, 72 year old man. It would always start off as simply yelling, then more vigorous. Then he would hit. Not just hit, he would choke and kick him. The worst thing that man did to Nick was tell him this:“YOU KNOW WHY YOUR MOM DIED!!? YOU KILLED HER!! YOU KILLED HER FROM STRESS!!” When you tell a ten year
old that sooner or later he will believe that.

My little boy did believe that and he started talking about if he was dead then momwould still be alive. He would cry and crawl into my arms and just talk about dying andwhat it would be like to die. I just held him and brushed back his thick hair the way our mom used to do when we were upset. It helped him calm down so I could get some sort of thought through my head. When you hear the only person you truly would go in front of a bullet for say that. Your world crumbles, not even to big chunks but to dirt; lowly, pathetic dirt.

It was my first year in high school; you’re supposed to work harder than ever on your school work. I couldn’t even remember my own friends’ names. Could you? My grades were horrible, I was losing the new friends’ I had just made. I was being frowned upon by teachers and my grandma. My grandma is a great person; she just didn’t want to believe that her husband was beating her grandson.

Since my grandma wasn’t going to call the police on her husband that was so good to her. Deryk obviously wasn’t going to turn his self in. Nick had turned 11 and he just hated it when I talked about him telling on Deryk. I was not going to let that... that…creature hurt my bother. I told my aunt when we visited all that was happening in that house.

So as was decided we were to move. So I would be a new kid in a new state, again.
More court orders to get us to stay with our aunt, More packing, and probably a certain old guy that’s most likely going to be more agitated than usual. The faster we packed and said our good byes to the friends we had made in those horrible seven months, the faster we got to leave. I don’t really like moving but you do have to do what you have to do. All I had to do was make sure nothing drastic was to happen during the time we began packing from the time we get on the plane.

The moment we got onto that plane was the greatest moment of my life, Nicks’ too. I could tell he exclaimed “Thank god! I was scared of that guy, Emily.” Even though his words were scary I laughed at the way he said those words. Out of nervousness my laugh turned out weird. Even though we were free of that man I was still scared, I’m not sure why but I was scared and you cant help those kinds of feelings.

We got off the plane and took that long hour drive it took to take to get to the tiny little house from the airport. The little house was out in the country of Morgan Hill California. That house was so cute the first time I saw it. You could never guess you could comfortably fit two people in there much less six. My aunt and uncle were married and had two kids a sixteen year old, Tyrone and a six year old named Nicole. All together that made six of us squished into that little house.

Deryk and our grandma had to drive our stuff up here and our cat and dog. While
everyone was waiting for them to come here Nick came up with a startling question.
What if we had stayed in Arizona with Deryk? “Why would you think of that?” I asked.

“Well… I was just wondering what you would do? What would you do if we had to
stay there?” He seemed frightened by the question.

“I… don’t know…” I couldn’t answer the question; I was stunned by his answer. My
little brother sounded just so little and alone. He stood there his hazel eyes seemed to get bigger every moment I couldn’t answer.

“Would you do anything?” he didn’t look me in the eye as he spoke.

“What!” I couldn’t imagine he just said that. “I would move across the country for
you.”

“What would you do about Deryk?” all I could see was his heart in his eyes, the grief that needed to be let go.

“Well, I would call the police, or maybe I’d be sent to juvi for beating an old guy to death.” The last thing made him smile; the smile was showing his new teeth that had been growing in. with my answer he walked off to play with Nicole like nothing horrible had ever happened to him at all. Moments like that I wish could happen all the time. I actually don’t know what I would do. Would I actually have the courage to call the police? I’m pretty sure I would definitely have the courage to beat that guy to death and tear him apart with my bare hands.

I would definitely hurt Deryk to the point where he would die. He should he is evil and our parents were not. Our dad lived to the age of 29, our mom 42. He being 72 and evil definitely deserves the right to be dead. Just thinking about unfair life is sends millions of raw emotions into my body and mind.

Anger, rage sorrow, confusion, pain, and many other emotions that it would take me years to explain. Even if I wrote them down word for word it would probably be all sorts off gibberish to you. These emotions were coming back just like when I found out my mom was gone.

I would never hear say good night, good morning even boring stuff that she could talk for hours for. But I would have her talk about computers just so I could her my moms’ voice. The way she would smile or make funny voices to make us laugh. Those were the moments I would kill for. Literally. Those emotions were all coming back but in different manners.

I had to get back to the real question, what would I do? Maybe I would let one of the child protection services (C.P.S) people deal with it. If they did Nick and I would be sent into foster care. We could be separated, I wouldn’t be able to function I wouldn’t be able to breath knowing Nick was gone. To me that was worse than us dying.

Maybe I could run away. Nick and would be together, like I wanted ever since our
mom died. I thought that when our dad died it was just the three of us. When my mom
passed the only number left is two. I could do running. I wouldn’t let anything hurt us that would be over my dead body. This hopefully won’t be happening any time soon. I won’t ever know I guess but that would be as far as I could go. If I could go farther, if that was possible, I would.



All I know is that I would go to the ends of the earth to get my brother away from that monster of a man. I would do everything humanly and inhumanly possible to make sure my only immediate family member will have the best life he could ever have after this. Any kid that has to go through what he did should. Too bad the world won’t recognize that factor. Maybe they only care about famous people but famous people make up their own problems; like breaking a nail and not notice while doing a photo shoot. That would probably make the front page for maybe a week give or take.

I don’t know what I would do and I’m glad I will never find out. Thankfully our aunt had come into our lives at the right time. During the seven months I spent enduring Deryk I began to lose the faith in if there was a god or not. Now I guess I can thank faith for being there when we needed it the most. Faith or not things happen for a reason and they happen when they happen.

I know every feeling in the world one human being can feel. I know every type of rage and sorrow a teenage girl can feel worth a lifetime. But I probably wouldn’t give that up. If this didn’t happen I wouldn’t have realized how much I needed to be close to my family. My family is family, they wont hurt you they will always be there for you, they will be the hands that will hold you up when you fall. I will never, never, ever forgive Deryk for what he did to my little, 11 year old brother. Deryk will never deserve my attention and he never will get it. We don’t talk about Deryk much anymore. My brother and I try to think about all the happy things that we did with our mom. In those times we would laugh and cry. Even if we would cry it would still be one of those happy Kodak moments. My brother and I would escape reality for a while.

During those occasional times when we would talk about our mom; I feel as if the gap between us that Deryk had created was being filled up twice as fast as we had to lose it. I hated the situation we were in. hated it more than the life I had been given.In the long run of things everything sort of worked out. My brother and I are getting closer than ever. Before we were just drifting away. Further and further apart. Maybe I could even thank Deryk, without him I would have never have realized how much my brother and I really needed each other. Without what had happened we wouldn’t be the people we are and we wouldn’t have the feelings we have today. I’m pretty lucky thatthings had happened the way they happened.

Everything that needs to fall into place will fall into place. You just need to let it happen how ever hard it may be. You might not want to be in the situation your in but every thing does happen for a reason. My little brother and I are living proof of this. Even if you’re young you can make it through. My little Nick was just ten and I was just fourteen.

hey

im just bored and am just thinking about random things by looking at the comments of all my post......... im pretty bored to night soo thats all im going to say atually im going to post my longer short story on her when i read it to my creative i was literally shaking with all the emotion i felt and put in to the story..
pebbles

money

today was pretty ok i got hunted down by my cousin and one of his friends cause i thought i was in troble and he does punch hard and evaded him but he took my backpack so i had to go to him but actually he just wanted the money that i didnt have... but still i try to avoid him at all cost cause when evers teryn is around me and my friends he ends up embarrassing or hitting me soo no offense teryn but ur not really good with freshman..
pebbles

Driving and taxicabs!!!

hey guys yesterday was soooooo awesome!!!! teryn being 16 and all he decided to take the jeep and drive over huge hedges that were really close to our property and he went over them and well lets just say im really short yet my head hit the celling... and this is off topic but my leg is frickin twitchin and its driving me CRAZY!!.. my aunt ust said to cut my leg off cause i have another one... my family is the most sypathetic of them all... anyway it was really fun despite the fact that teryn scared the shit out of me he did really sharp turns really fast and went over some hills pretty fast so teryn has promised me that he will NEVER be a taxicab driver and if he does i wish his first passenger good luck... but it was really fun we played my two three days grace c.d.s and it was really funny we went over this gigatimundo hill and when we came down the song "get out alive" was playing.. and some how brett(my little brother) slapped hiself in the face im cracking up jut thinking about it.. and then my uncle matt took over and did doghnuts so for that teryn was my seat belt i didnt let go of him it was funny but seriously if my uncle or cousin become a taxicab driver may my prayers be with you...then teryn thought it would be halarious if he picked me up over his shoulder (that really hurts my stomach when he does that he has stone shoulders) and he picked me up and threw me up in the air and thank all gods out there that he caught me!!! hes getting a liking to picking me up and i really dont liked being picked up.. being dragged across the science building hall way isnt that much fun either... maybe if i have like 3 doughnts everyday ill gain like like a pound cause i like wiegh around 90-100 lbs and when people my age can bench that weight im like a tooth pick...

-pebbles

check it out

this is my friends cheyennes blog so as the tittle says: check it out!!!

http:cheyenne555031.blogspot.com

cheyenne is the most coolest and down to earth girl u will ever meet she kept her promise to keep in touch with me even after i moved away from AZ so pls follow and check out her blog..

pebbles

MUDVAYNE!!!

hey guys i just wanted to say that mudvayne is one of the best possible bands out there!!!!

yay go MUDVAYNE!!!!!!!!!!

pebbles

sorry

im for my emotional outbreak yesterday its so hard to keep every thing inside.... but onthe briteside my dog got groomed today!!! sorry...but today was also confusing.. this guy that i kinda liked but i dont think he was very interested in me and he kinda streaked down the hallway i happened to be in..... any way he talked to me this morning at the end of english:

he asked me "you know that kid that sits in the hall with you?"

"yah.. jordin."

"yah do you know why he ran away from me is he scared of me?"

"uh no he never brought it up and i never asked."

"oh... i heard he can draw pretty good."

"uh yah he could draw better than me by alot i mean if i could draw like him i would be too focused on drawing than caring about my grades."

"oh... he looks cool now huh?"

"yah he looks really cool i like it!!! a lot!! he looks have skater half scene i really like it"

"oh" then he completely stopped talking to me grr so i think i completely just blew it with him

GUYS ARE SOOOO CONFUSING!!!!!!!!!!

pebbles

alone

sometimes i feel so alone i know that my friends and family will say your never alone with us but how is that possible no one else feels the way i do i wnt people to be like me i just want one person just one person who will understand me more than i do myself and the only person that knew me was my mom... and know shes gone and two minus one is always one... i dont want to think so pessimest like but if i act like optimist it will only be a mask... i wrote this quote one day before school:
no one made a book on how to live your life
i wish they did
whoever "they" are
but then again who ever follows by the book?
also:
what is a mask?
is it the mask of the person i want to be
or is it the person who i despise most?
WHO REALLY KNOWS?

why is there always a "then" and a "now"?
will there ever be an "after"?

why must everything have a darkside?

i also wrote a poem in haiku form:
the raw emotions
they tear me from the inside
i can barely breath

pebbles

anger

i feel as if i will only feel beter till i hit and punch something or hurt myself but i promised to many people that i wouldnt but i never promised not to hurt others im the tiniest person on the earth but would love to fight and hit and kick as if my life depended on it also i think i would love to get hit also... i dont know why im so mad i have it pretty good...now... but i feel the anger and rage coiled up so tight and hot it feels like its burning me from the inside... im just so mad and when people hit me i cant ot hit back i feel as if im losing my self and i just got into caring about my grades... when im with my friends im not like this im happy but any other time i just get soooo mad i want to scream and hit and i KNOW even when i let out all the anger i felt at a certain moment it will always come back..i dont know what to do with my self when i listen to my type of music i get angrier because it reminds me of what i am and what im becoming... how am i ever going to get past this i know that everyone dies someday and that my day is coming... this and mt confusing ager is almost always what i can think about and i dont want to do therapy again i know i need it but i cant do that because that will just remind me of what a complete nutcase i am.... i dont want to deal with it any more but i dont know how not to
pebbles

cheetos!!!! and other stuff

hey guy today was soo cool lunch is obviously the best part!!!! first jordan looked all sceneish today i liked it he had these awesome glasses,wristband and studded braclet plus his usual skater clothes it was soooo awesome!!! and we got into really weird conversations about vodka and pocky and marshmallows and pastacios lol and we tried to rip a cheeto bag in half and it didnt work.. we tried one person on each side pulling so i got dragged around a lot it didnt rip but it made a cheeto bag bracelet it was funny i lost like 6 pouds laughing it was one of those rare days where i was actually happy and laughing so to me it was a good day... i guess my friends are likeable alot even if they arent lik me.... oh and in other newsmy friend is going to start a blog her name is pretzel she doesnt want pple to know her name and my creative writting class wants to start a blog!!!! so im gonna tell mr. nelsen to get a blog on blogger cause its awesome.... uea thats all that really happened today so it was actually a pretty good day for but i do have to baby sit my little brother and sister (my cousin is like my sister) cause my aunt and uncle are going ouut so its cereal for dinner!!! i can cook butim very lazy when it comes to cooking for other pple and when im not really hungry... yup that is how my day was and is going okay guys i might post later if im bored or not all depends on the nights mood... bye!!
-pebbles

hey

hey guys i didnt have school today so i ate,slept,i.med a few friends,ate,slept and mow im writting this so my day was super exciting!!! oh yea with teryn pitching and not breaking his ankle won the game 9-3 yay go cchs!!!! go fallon!! yup now thats it my day is just so exciting im jumping up and down... lol bye
-pebbles

hey

hey guys im kinda happy today was good and bad you wanna hear oh yes i know you do
okay with the good things first:

1.i dont have school tomarrow
2. report card: the first time ive ever gotten any thing lower than a "C" since my mom died actually i might have a "d" in espanol srry mr. lattin not all mexicans speak spanish.. (and yes my spanish teacher is called mr.lattin hardy har har..)


now the bad things:

1. im pretty sure i make myself sound and look like an idiot most of the time im not sure which side of the family i get that from but since im livin with my maternal aunt ill say my dads side!!! lol
2. since i am a majorly double jointed freak no one really likes to see a girl pop her elbow in and out of place and accidently haviing that elbow crack.. people make fun of me but when i see their faces when i pull my pinki to my wrist or crack my elbow those faces are soo totally worth it!!!!

yup thats practically it so now you know i am a doubly jointed freak and that a certain guy who sits by the lockers *cough* jordan *cough* is entirely squemish... now thats it....

-pebbles

hey guys

hey guys how are you today? oh i see well..... lets see what i can perscribe to you... srry i just felt like being weird and telling two kids that i have to baby sit to go to bed!!!!!!!!!!!! but i just have to wait grrrrrr and especially sine i gave a 6 yr old some coke(soda!!) to be quit yea that was a great idea she was quit for about ten seconds!!!!!!!! woo i am great genious i should get 10000000000$ for that plan!!!! grr im just going to be on the computer watching youtube and i.m.ing to friends kk

pebbles

amazingness

srry but thos really is amazingness im in gardenerville going to walker tomarrow to see where my mom grew up!!! and i got a phone call from my aunt saying thatthis person who was also in the casino knew my mom!!!! she went to school with her!!! i know most of you are like "whatever" but to me this is like uhhh....getting a whole bathroom to myself or getting a whole tub of yummy ice cream all to my self!!!!! well its more important than that> im going to share some stuff about my mom:
in highschool she played softball, (she was so dark she could play softball with the indian reservation), basketball, and was a cheerleader.
and she made my aunt be a welcome mat!!! lol my mom bought her in her school when your a senior u can but freshman (so im glad teryns only a junior and we dont do that but sad to say he does own me :(...) any way she made my aunt lay down and when ever a cheerleader stepped on my aunt she had to say "welcome" hahahahahahahahaha!!!!! yups my mom was evil thats where i get my genious from lol!!!

my mom

this is a picture of my mom:




LISA MARIE KELLY

i have her hair her color eyes her face and some other features

been a while

hey guys its been a while since ive posted soo i thought id do a check up even though i should really doing some math home work now......... shhh jess dont tell our aunt... lol yeah thats it really im actually getting bored... oh i went to the pound today and saw the cutest little german shepard named momo she was only fourteen weeks old. i couldn't have her.. this Pound DOES euthanize dogs and cats so if ur ever in fallon take momo home!!!!! save one more innocent life cat or dog save the animals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! make tons of donations to C.A.P.S. they are an animal shelter that doesnt put animals to sleep they run completely on donations and voulunteers!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP SAVE INNOCENT ANIMALS!!!!!!!!! AND HELP FIND OUR GRAY 7 MONTH OLD KITTY FEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aunt teresa misses her baby fez has been gone for two days now....... HELP FIND FEZ!!!!!

-PEBBLES

hey guys

i am really depressed no one but a few people will understand: I MISS MY MOM!!!!!!! I WANT TO CALL SOMEONE MOM!!!!! I WANT FRIENDS WHO UNDERSTAND!!!!!! MY FRIENDS HAVENT EXPERIENCED DEATH!!!!! I NEED PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND HOW IT FEELS GOOD TO CUT YOURSELF EVEN THOUGH U MIGHT NOT WANT TO DIE OR MAYBE U DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED SOMEONE WHO CAN RIGHTFULLY HOLD ME WHEN I CRY!!!! WHEN WILL I EVER HAVE THAT!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I NEED SOMEONE TO JUST BE THERE BUT THE WORLD KEEPS ON GOING AND THEN I CANT CATH UP AND IT GOES FASTER AND THEN IM LOST!!!!!!!!! TO CLARIFY I WROTE A DIARY ENTRY IN A JOURNAL:
IF SUICIDE NOTES BRING PEOPLE BACK TO REALITY WHY DOES IT SCARE?IF THEY ARE THE ONLY WAY TO THINK CLEARLY WHY ARE THEY SO DISOWNED?WE DONT WANT TO DIE,WE JUST WANT TO GIVE UP. ITS SO MUCH EASIER TO JUST LIE LIMP THAN FIGHT YOUR WAY THROUGH LIFE.WHY WE LISTEN TO LOUD DEPRESSING MUSIC IS SO MOST OF OUR THOUGHTS ARE NOT GETTING THOUGHT. WHY WE WEAR BLACK IS SO INSTEAD OF SHARING OUR HORRIBLE THOUGHTS WITH RAGE,SORROW,CONFUSION,WE CAN SHARE OUR THOUGHTS A SILENT SAFE WAY.WHY WE CUT OURSELVES IS BECAUSE WE DONT WANT TO HURT THE PEOPLE WE LOVE,ITS NOT BECAUSE WERE NUMB, WE FEEL TOO MUCH,AND WHAT OTHER OPTIONS DO WE REALLY HAVE?YOU GET ANGRY WITH US WHEN WE SAY WHAT WE THINK BECAUSE WE DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK ANYMORE. WE PUT ON A MASK AND HOPE YOU BUY IT THEN ALL WE HAVE LEFT IS OUR BODY,SO FRAGILE, AND EMOTIONS WITH ENOUGH FORCE TO EAT US FROM THE INSIDE OUT. THE TRUTH IS WE DO WANT TO LIVE, BE HAPPYAND SMILE LIKE WE DID,BUT NOW THE TRUTH IS WE DONT KNOW HOW.....
PEBBLES

hey

hey guys i got music mwahahahhahahahhahahha i AM evil well these are my fav. songs so listen and be A FAN!!!!!!!!!! anyway thats actually it im not completely interesting except the guy i liked sat next to me and stuffs!!!!!!! wow i am a girl!!! lol
-pebbles

poem

i posted a poem my brother wrote a while ago and i want to post one of my own:


I was scared
I was terrified
I was lost
I wanted to cry and crawl
Into someone’s arms
But I was alone
I was angry
I was furious
I was dying
I wanted to feel nothing
But my heart was being
Ripped apart
I was alone
I was isolated
I was done
I wanted to be surrounded
When I yelled no one answered
I am terrified
I am furious
I am now not alone

older brothers

i would advise all of u to not ever have an older brother and be as stubborn and cocky as i can be here are some examples:

1. when he asks you to box with him without any gear do NOT say yes(especially if he weighs 172 lbs. and is a foot taller than you) because you WILL end up with a huge bump and green and blue bruise(do NOT not block his puches with you upper forearm) and do not try to show him your bruise because he WILL poke it really hard!
2. when he says "oh go cry about it" do not say "i will" because u will get flicked or poked really hard or puched and especially dont puch him back becuse if u are tiny he will pick u up and throw u over his shoulders and start to walk away( which is NOT fun)
3. when he bashes the palm of his hand into your forehaed just try to let it go or immeadiatley put your head into his stomach and try to leave it there. when he walks away you run!!!
4. if you run away and he tries to catch you run in zigzag lines but once he catches you he will be picked u up and and get the crap beat out of you and not let u down cause he says that u dont weigh anything!! then he will drag u into the house and be like right ontop of you untill u fall asleep

yup thats practically it and if you have an older make sure you can take him down before you try to fight him and if he is reading this : my arm hurts the bump went away but its turning green and yes i will cry about it!!!!!!!!!!!!

-pebbles

jessis blog!!!!

my friend jessi started a blog so hear it is be the second to follow cause i was the first!!!

http://averagesugeraddict.blogspot.com/

mwahahahahhahahahahahahahaha i no made it work mwahahahhahahha

st.patricks day!!

hey guys happy st.pattys day!! wear green today!!!! i don't like green so i don't own much of it except i got like three green sweatshirts even though it says above i don't like green!! oh well but i am wearing a long-sleeve shirt thats striped with black and gray and has green end of sleeves and collar and embroidery and the infamous jeans(i dont own any shorts or skirts only one pair of kaprees) and also the infamous metal studded belt with drawings of skulls with the infamous pair of hot pink shoes (dont judge me!! my black vans completely fell apart...and those pink shoes were 5 bucks at a flea market soo... but i made them hella cool well actually rachel did she drew tons of doodles with a black sharpie!! and at lunch today i drew another face on my other shoe and my catch phrase next to a zebra that rachel drew the catch phrase is:I AM ZEBRA HEAR ME ROAR!) (so now with every thing completed i have a shoe named fred and a shoe name joe!!!) thats practically it and if you dont wear green when u read this i will cyberly pinch u mwahahahahhahahahahahhaha I AM EVIL!!! and u dont get pinched i will have to as my cousin jess says go all chuck norris on u!!! okay thats it bye and have a happy st. pattys day
-pebbles
p.s. my cat turns 5 today she was born at 12:01 a.m.

maximum ride book!!!!!!!!!!

yay the new maximum ride book is coming out on the 16th yay im a pretty big fan i also liked their blog id give you the adress but they stopped doing post grrr.........
anyway i hope i have enough money ( we have a really big family 6 people including me and 4 pets and my aunt just got laid off untill she can get a part time job) to get the book but i read like hecka fast so it wont last long....
MAXIMUM RIDE 5TH COMING OUT MARCH 16TH!!!!
oh yea happy 15th b-day moogle i didnt forget!

white truck

hey guys this post is kinda creepy or may be im just paranoid:
a few weeks ago my 12 yr old cuz(jess), my 11 yr old bro(brett), amd me were singing the hokey pokey to my 6 yr old cuz(chesnee) to teach her the song. it was fun we were singing at the top of our lungs when we got tired we were going to play sweet sour and tart(the waving at the passing cars game) well when we were playing this white truck was driving by we all waved when nothing happened jess screamed hi! i guess the window was rolled down because the car stopped in the middle of the road and started to back up! from the moment that car stopped i was hyped up on adrenaline so i pushed in my younger kids( my younger cuzins are my kids i luv them) from youngest to oldest then me by slamming the door. my kids told my aunt and uncle while i watched the car turn into our drive way( a huge lot of dirt) then my uncle came out and looked at the car but when the people in the car saw my uncle the car drove off.. that was scary!!!! then yesterday chesnee, jess, and i were outside on the wooden swing set we watched a blue car drive by then we saw that same white truck drive by at around 25 five miles slower than what the other car was driving at... i rushed the kids inside and we stayed inside it was super creepy i know that u, the people reading this cant do anything about it but oh well i told u anyway thats all my excitement for now
pebbles

im bored again sooo

im bored so im going to post some of my favorite music!!!

anything by these artists:
three days grace
linkin park
slipknot
mudvayne

songs by theses artist:
i dont care by apocolyptica featuring adam gontier
diary of jane by braking benjamin
blow me away by braking benjamin
breaking down by breaking benjamin
afterlife by avenged sevenfold
almost easy by avenged sevenfold
never enough by five finger death punch
hate me by five finger death punch
ashes by five finger death punch

thats about it for me but if u guys can give me any suggestions id be happy to take them

oh andd soory to u rap likers linkin park is the closest thing i come to rap and i dont like them that much three days grace is by far my favorite band !!!!!

hey guys!!!

i woke up earlier than wanted.... at 7:30.... all thanks to my cat c.j. who licks my nose not very pleasant cats have scratchy tounges!!! any way thats pratically it.... i had a bonfire last night with my cousin jess it was pretty cool we didnt have any marshmallows so we had marshmallow pies... we roasted them but we didnt have sticks so we used chopsticks we got last last night but there was only two and with four people evry one was fighting over chopsticks it was cool... then teryn came over!!!! yays i love my cousin and hes never here because of baseball but he can be pretty mean he didnt want us crowding him so i just acted nuetral as usual but i did get to hug him so....yah well i think thats about it oh no its not hold on....we watched the jets because we live near the navy base that trains pilots for top gun so we were yelling at them it was funny oh and jess stayed the night but teryn had to go and stay at his dads house sooo i was kinda sad... and thats about it for sure... ok bye!!!!!!!!!

yay im playing with the fonts!!!

font
arial
courier
georgia
lucinda grande
times
trebuchet
verdana
wedbings = webdings lol

just to say

i just want to say with what Ive heard about i don't want any of my friends who r in a bad situation like me doing something stupid.... like running away or cutting themselves or hurting their family or people who u consider family cuz that's all u got. don't get mad... Ive tried and did all of the thing Ive listed here.... i ran away because i was scared..of what i don't really know.... i cut myself with tweezers on my hip a little to low because it burned like hell when ever i moved my leg... i tried to cut myself with a bobby pin but my cousin beat the crap out of me before i could do that he also beat the crap out of me and dragged me back into the house when i tried to run away..and because my little brother is closest to me i hurt him... physically.. because when something that you loved more than life caused you so much pain how can u love any thing anymore... i even beat on my older cousin he wasn't hurt even though I'm a karate expert and was pretty mad but he did punch a hole in the wall to make me stop..... it worked... the point is don't ever do any of this stuff please you don't have to listen to me but its first hand experience and first hand consequences.....

followers

OH MY GOSH IM REALLY HAPPY BY HOW MUCH THIS BLOG HAS GROWN IN LESS THAN A YEAR!! IM REALLY HAPPY AND ITS ALL THANKS TO MY FOLLOWERS FROM JUST ONE (MY FRIEND RACHEL) TO NOW 7!!! WOW IM SOOOOOO HAPPY IM REALLY HAPPY ITS JUST SO AMAZING!!!! SORRY I RAN OUT OF COLORS...

boys

okay i am being a girl again in this post the guy that i really like i know he really likes me to ill give you some facts:

• he called me "little stuff "
• kept on touching my hair
• today he said "your just so small can i give you a hug"
• he put his hand on my leg (that was a little bit uncomfortable but hes cute and ive never had a relationship before)

i really think he likes me but i just have to wait and find out

impanadas!!!

hey my peeps sry ill be myself now lol im having a fiesta in my spanish class so im making almost traditional impanadas!! impanadas are the spanish verion of turn overs except instead of sweets inside ita usually meat.... sorry vegetariansi tried being a vegetarian for a bit but me and soy milk do not mix srry i have to go i have make impanadas and do math and science homework grr...i personaly think all science teachers should be 63 yr old wanna be hippies because their really cool & have really cool stories to tell.... lol mr. siemankowski was an awesome teacher then i moved............ grrrr........... damn you deryk..........

blogs

there is this blog i go on its really cool this guy has a pretty sucky life like me so his blog is pretty good here it is!!!!!!!!!

www.frostwolf002.blogspot.com

also i want to remind pple about www.freerice.com this site helps 3rd, 4th, and 5th world countries each ? u get right u donate ten grains of rice to a 3rd, 4th, and 5th worl countries!! i cant help myself much so it makes me happy i can helpsome one else!!!

hola evryone im pretty bored soo... my cousin is trying out for baseball tomarrow i know he'll make it hes the best on the team and im not saying that to be nice he seriously is... any way thats basically it ..... well i am forgetting one itty bitty part...... ive never had a guy like me be4 and its happening so im like yay!! i like him too so its kinda cool the sad thing is im not the tallest person in the world and he um.. is.. grr lifes plesures grr... but its cool ive been wearing my really curly brown-black hair down lately because my aunt says that guys like alot of hair soo hopefully it will work out itll be very first relationship im kinda happy. but whos supposed to ask who and how do u know if its too fast or if he really likes u should i be more girly and lose my rockerish look? grr..... i wish he would ask me but not as a joke as really liking me... i hope so.... srry my guy veiwers but i AM a girl so i can be a little girly SOMETIMES.lol

srry

my bad my cousin is 16 not 17 yet srry teryn!!!!!!!!!!!

hey

just incase pple who are new to my blog that story was fake my name is not morgan i dont have a twin sister i have an 11 year old brother named brett ,a 17 yr old cousin named teryn, and a 6 yr old cousin named chesnee, also another cousin named jessica but she wasnt metioned in the story. my real story is: my mom and dad got married they loved each other immeansly (or how ever its spelled i dont feel like doing spell check lol) then the had me (i wont say my name out here on the internet) three months early i weighed in at a whopping 1 pound + 13 ounces! almost three years later they found out my mom was pregnant my dad, kevin wade kelly died of acute heart faliure at 29. my little brother was born but my mom never got over my dad 11 years after my dad died in may my mom had to go to the hospital she was in their a month exactly my brother was 10 i was 14 we watched our mom fade away it was horrible ill describe most of this some other time but eventually she did die my lil bro believed it before i did. then we thought our lives were turning around when we moved in with our grandma and her spouse it was worse instead of just losing our mom we also lost our friends and house but luckily got to keep our cat and dog (not the fish) then near the 2nd or 3rd month my grandmas spouse, deryk, would yell at brett evry so often till it got so bad he started choking and kicking him (brett has asthma) to this day i think its my fault i let it get this far... im the oldest he is my baby im supposed to protect him but i couldnt i did talk to my counsalor though she called the c.p.s. (child protection services) they talked with us twice .. we went on a trip to nevada to see our aunts and cousin and ect. family ( our aunt won a contest over the radio) we had endurred 7 months of deryks abuse he even pushed me a few times (physically) the worst thing that man did is when he yelled at brett and said "no wonder your mom died of stress its all your fault" if you keep telling a 10 yr old kid that again and again they r going to believe it sooner or later. finally we moved to nevada with our moms family it was our break. i broke a few times cut my self on my hip bone(only once i wont ever do it again i promise) and ran away the same night so i go to a therapest.. life was going pretty good until i wa reminded that i have a therapest... oh well that is really now my life story pretty summed up just in case you guys were wondering.....

-pebbles

my short story

im going to post my short story and when i do read it an d give my critisim i need that if i want to be a writter. actually i cant decide on being a writter or a veternarian but i dont need credentials to publish a book but i do to be a vet. so that is what i want to do . if i write a book now and get it published i can put that money into my own veterary clinic where no animals will be youthinized . basically it will be for homeless animals. thats my plan. but any way seriously read my story and give me crtisism.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY SHORT STORY

I’m not trying to be all drama-queenish, I wasn’t raised that way; but what other way is there to tell my story? Before I start don’t be my pity party, I will not put up with that, because no matter how hard you try you will never change the past, never. I guess all I can do is walk towards the future, but how am I going to do that?

I’m fifteen years old, my name is Morgan. I have a twin sister named Destiny; And this is our story only from my point of view.

When my sister and I were about two years old, our dad Kevin died of a heart attack at 29. It wasn’t a huge impact on us, we were babies. Sometimes we cried because we wanted to know what it was like to have a dad, or call someone “dad”. Our mom Lisa, on the other hand was mortified. She loved Kevin more than I could ever imagine me, someday, loving my husband like that. On top of all that how could someone so loved and so very healthy just die? Of a natural occurrence, when there was so many other ways to die?

Because of this we lived a very sheltered life. Literally, we couldn’t go outside without our mom being right there. Most kids would despise their mom for doing this, but we loved her. When we were younger she would say, first one to make my bed can sleep in it. Destiny and I would run to our moms’ room and fight over the blankets, in the end though we would both get to sleep in the bed with her. We felt so safe in the bed, it felt like pure happiness. With this happiness we never realized that our mom was completely depressed, she was drowning herself is light white wine. We thought it was normal to drink four or five glasses of wine a night. It’s not. She never got over our dad.

For eleven years our mom had been drinking wine. She never got over our dad. Our mom loved us more than anything in the world. If we were sick she would stay home with us but if she was sick she would go to work and not really care about her, just us. When Destiny and I were fourteen and getting ready to graduate eighth grade something unexpected happened. Our mom got really sick. She had to go to a hospital. We stayed at a friends house, she drove our mom to the hospital. The last words we spoke were the simple “I love you.” And she made a promise: she would come back the very next morning.

We waited, waited, and waited until two o’clock in the morning for that little red car to come home. When it did only our moms’ friend came out. She told us that the doctors wanted to keep her overnight. We thought nothing of it we went to bed with hearts full of hope. We woke up happy that the night was over today was the day our mom said she was going to come home. She didn’t. She spent a month in the hospital. She never came out.
It seemed like everybody was crying for a while, only a little bit, then they stopped and tried to move over to more serious matters where were we going to live? At the end of June we moved into our cousins’ house in Nevada. Our moms’ sister graciously took us in. we didn’t have problems adjusting to school but home was a little different. We just barely got to really take in that we were now parentless. Our hero just died, we didn’t have enough time with her and we already moved to a new state. It was crazy, a catastrophe! The good part was that we had Nicole, our 6 year old cousin to love and play with. We also had Tyrone, our 17 year old cousin.

Destiny just loved Nicole. I loved hanging out with Tyrone, he was like my lifeline. Someone I could tell all my problems too. He wouldn’t interrupt he would just be there, that was all I needed. The best part was Destiny and I graduated middle school so we got to go to high school with Tyrone! Destiny had her own friends, so did I but I preferred to hang out with Tyrone and his friends, he didn’t mind, so I was really happy.

One day, though, I had a huge break down. Tyrone was watching us while his mom and Nicole’s dad went out. Destiny had fallen asleep with Nicole so it was just Tyrone and I. I just got so angry about what happened to my sister and I, I ran out of the house furious. Tyrone went right after me. When he caught me he yelled. His face red with anger. “What are you doing?!” he screamed. “What’s wrong? Please, Morgan, just tell me.” Now he pleaded.

I slumped down in his arms and started crying hysterically “I don’t know what wrong! I don’t!” I screamed I don’t know really why I made such a stupid decision. I’m usually not the stupid decision maker.

“I know you know what’s wrong, and we’re not going inside until you tell me what’s wrong.” He surprised me with his calm tone of voice. He set me down on the ground. And looked at me with the utmost concern in his eyes. I wanted to give him a good answer, something that was worthy of scaring him this bad. I couldn’t.

“I don’t know, I just don’t know.” That was all I could say. I could barely hear my own words but I knew he heard them. He stood up, wiping the sand off his pants. He offered me his hand. All I could do is just stare, motionless at nothing, silently weeping. He gathered me into his arms and said:

“It’s okay, Morgan, lets go inside.” He whispered into my ear. “I won’t tell anyone, okay. Just worry about going to bed, okay?” he walked inside, put me into my bed, and whispered “good night”. That night I knew I couldn’t live with out my lifeline, without Tyrone. I fell asleep thinking that I had finally found that guardian angel that I had asked god for so many times after my mom had passed.

The next morning I woke up happy, for a long time in a while. I walked into the kitchen and saw my aunt, Tyrone’s dad, and Tyrone all talking. “Hi guys.” I said sleepily. I looked at Tyrone more closely, his eyes were red and puffy. “what’s going on” I asked truly curious and worried.
Tyrone answered me. “Morgan, I’m moving with my dad to Sacramento with his family.” I was speechless.

“What! Why!” I yelled at all three of them. I didn’t give them time to answer I ran into my room, flopped onto my bed and cried. What is this! How can this happen! Don’t I already have enough wrong things in my life?! About ten minuets after I spoke with the three of them, my aunt came in. I could only ask one thing. “Is it for sure, is he moving for sure?” a sigh was my immediate answer. Then, came a vocal response.

“Yes, he is moving out in five days.” She said this calmly, but I knew she was just about as devastated as I was. She left after that, I cried until I cried my self asleep. I woke up at about 12’ o clock. Only to be hit by the pain of having another person soon to be ripped away from me. It only took me thirty minuets to get my self together.

The first thing I saw when I walked into the living room, were boxes, dozens of boxes. That image was stuck in my head for the next four days. The pile of boxes got bigger every time I tried to see some way out into the light of this situation. To me there was none. Tyrone didn’t speak to me during those four days; he just looked at me with blue eyes full of sorrow. I didn’t talk to him either. I didn’t know how to speak to him. What could I say that could really make a difference to anything?

I wanted to talk to him, just once, a simple hi or bye, before I couldn’t do that personally. Only on a phone; a phone, e-mail, text, how can that compare to an old-fashioned face to face conversation. That I knew I wouldn’t have for a very long time. I went to bed with a million thoughts running through my head: how am I going to live without a guardian angel? How long until I can see him again? Will he ever really want to see me again? What if he is super busy and can’t ever see me ever again? That last thought made tears stream down my face. Tomorrow he was leaving. Forever? Maybe forever or maybe god could somehow pull through for me; maybe, I mean miracles happen at the most desperate times. Don’t they? I fell asleep with a glimmer of hope left in my heart.

I woke up, that glimmer of hope quickly faded away when I heard Tyrone talking on the phone. “10, okay I’ll be ready by then, okay bye dad.” Ten… I looked at the clock it was 9:30. oh no!! I only had thirty minuets to say good bye! As I was heading towards Tyrone I was stopped by a voice that said.

“Okay guys; let’s help Tyrone move his stuff.” My uncle (Nicole’s dad) was the owner of the voice. Defeated I just helped move boxes of Tyrone’s stuff out side. By time the last box was taken outside, Tyrone’s dad was pulling up into the dirt driveway with a u-haul. This is it. That was all I could think as Tyrone’s dad got out of the car and walked toward us. He looked frustrated. I wonder why?

“I can’t believe it! Those people in Sacramento completely blew me off!” my other uncle yelled. “They offered me a job then, when I get all these arrangements figured out they say the position is filled!” Did this mean Tyrone was staying?

“Um dad I really don’t mean to burst your bubble, but does this mean that we’re staying?” Tyrone said happily, already knowing the answer.

“Yes. But you have to help me un-pack.” He said wearily. I jumped up at the miraculous thing I just heard. I ran over and hugged Tyrone, my heart filled with happiness I thought I was going to burst. After a minuet he hugged me back.

This is when I knew nothing was going to go wrong .My life couldn’t get any better. This was the best it could ever be, I was happy at this thought ands most importantly I was so sure of it. This was now the begging of a new life for me a new chapter in my book. With so many more to come.