Thursday, April 2, 2009

alone

sometimes i feel so alone i know that my friends and family will say your never alone with us but how is that possible no one else feels the way i do i wnt people to be like me i just want one person just one person who will understand me more than i do myself and the only person that knew me was my mom... and know shes gone and two minus one is always one... i dont want to think so pessimest like but if i act like optimist it will only be a mask... i wrote this quote one day before school:
no one made a book on how to live your life
i wish they did
whoever "they" are
but then again who ever follows by the book?
also:
what is a mask?
is it the mask of the person i want to be
or is it the person who i despise most?
WHO REALLY KNOWS?

why is there always a "then" and a "now"?
will there ever be an "after"?

why must everything have a darkside?

i also wrote a poem in haiku form:
the raw emotions
they tear me from the inside
i can barely breath

pebbles

1 comment:

Frostwolf002 said...

...i thought i knew you and you me?...i do understand you as bout as much as i understand myself you know me im in the same boat as you...and ill always be but what tears at us will only make us stronger....You know the two phrases i live by.
live free and stay strong...i put those at the bottom of all my blogs because thts what ive done my whole life im always alone but i still stay strong...you need to to...ill ttyl i guess