hey

hey guys i didnt have school today so i ate,slept,i.med a few friends,ate,slept and mow im writting this so my day was super exciting!!! oh yea with teryn pitching and not breaking his ankle won the game 9-3 yay go cchs!!!! go fallon!! yup now thats it my day is just so exciting im jumping up and down... lol bye
-pebbles

hey

hey guys im kinda happy today was good and bad you wanna hear oh yes i know you do
okay with the good things first:

1.i dont have school tomarrow
2. report card: the first time ive ever gotten any thing lower than a "C" since my mom died actually i might have a "d" in espanol srry mr. lattin not all mexicans speak spanish.. (and yes my spanish teacher is called mr.lattin hardy har har..)


now the bad things:

1. im pretty sure i make myself sound and look like an idiot most of the time im not sure which side of the family i get that from but since im livin with my maternal aunt ill say my dads side!!! lol
2. since i am a majorly double jointed freak no one really likes to see a girl pop her elbow in and out of place and accidently haviing that elbow crack.. people make fun of me but when i see their faces when i pull my pinki to my wrist or crack my elbow those faces are soo totally worth it!!!!

yup thats practically it so now you know i am a doubly jointed freak and that a certain guy who sits by the lockers *cough* jordan *cough* is entirely squemish... now thats it....

-pebbles

hey guys

hey guys how are you today? oh i see well..... lets see what i can perscribe to you... srry i just felt like being weird and telling two kids that i have to baby sit to go to bed!!!!!!!!!!!! but i just have to wait grrrrrr and especially sine i gave a 6 yr old some coke(soda!!) to be quit yea that was a great idea she was quit for about ten seconds!!!!!!!! woo i am great genious i should get 10000000000$ for that plan!!!! grr im just going to be on the computer watching youtube and i.m.ing to friends kk

pebbles

amazingness

srry but thos really is amazingness im in gardenerville going to walker tomarrow to see where my mom grew up!!! and i got a phone call from my aunt saying thatthis person who was also in the casino knew my mom!!!! she went to school with her!!! i know most of you are like "whatever" but to me this is like uhhh....getting a whole bathroom to myself or getting a whole tub of yummy ice cream all to my self!!!!! well its more important than that> im going to share some stuff about my mom:
in highschool she played softball, (she was so dark she could play softball with the indian reservation), basketball, and was a cheerleader.
and she made my aunt be a welcome mat!!! lol my mom bought her in her school when your a senior u can but freshman (so im glad teryns only a junior and we dont do that but sad to say he does own me :(...) any way she made my aunt lay down and when ever a cheerleader stepped on my aunt she had to say "welcome" hahahahahahahahaha!!!!! yups my mom was evil thats where i get my genious from lol!!!

my mom

this is a picture of my mom:




LISA MARIE KELLY

i have her hair her color eyes her face and some other features

been a while

hey guys its been a while since ive posted soo i thought id do a check up even though i should really doing some math home work now......... shhh jess dont tell our aunt... lol yeah thats it really im actually getting bored... oh i went to the pound today and saw the cutest little german shepard named momo she was only fourteen weeks old. i couldn't have her.. this Pound DOES euthanize dogs and cats so if ur ever in fallon take momo home!!!!! save one more innocent life cat or dog save the animals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! make tons of donations to C.A.P.S. they are an animal shelter that doesnt put animals to sleep they run completely on donations and voulunteers!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP SAVE INNOCENT ANIMALS!!!!!!!!! AND HELP FIND OUR GRAY 7 MONTH OLD KITTY FEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aunt teresa misses her baby fez has been gone for two days now....... HELP FIND FEZ!!!!!

-PEBBLES

hey guys

i am really depressed no one but a few people will understand: I MISS MY MOM!!!!!!! I WANT TO CALL SOMEONE MOM!!!!! I WANT FRIENDS WHO UNDERSTAND!!!!!! MY FRIENDS HAVENT EXPERIENCED DEATH!!!!! I NEED PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND HOW IT FEELS GOOD TO CUT YOURSELF EVEN THOUGH U MIGHT NOT WANT TO DIE OR MAYBE U DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED SOMEONE WHO CAN RIGHTFULLY HOLD ME WHEN I CRY!!!! WHEN WILL I EVER HAVE THAT!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I NEED SOMEONE TO JUST BE THERE BUT THE WORLD KEEPS ON GOING AND THEN I CANT CATH UP AND IT GOES FASTER AND THEN IM LOST!!!!!!!!! TO CLARIFY I WROTE A DIARY ENTRY IN A JOURNAL:
IF SUICIDE NOTES BRING PEOPLE BACK TO REALITY WHY DOES IT SCARE?IF THEY ARE THE ONLY WAY TO THINK CLEARLY WHY ARE THEY SO DISOWNED?WE DONT WANT TO DIE,WE JUST WANT TO GIVE UP. ITS SO MUCH EASIER TO JUST LIE LIMP THAN FIGHT YOUR WAY THROUGH LIFE.WHY WE LISTEN TO LOUD DEPRESSING MUSIC IS SO MOST OF OUR THOUGHTS ARE NOT GETTING THOUGHT. WHY WE WEAR BLACK IS SO INSTEAD OF SHARING OUR HORRIBLE THOUGHTS WITH RAGE,SORROW,CONFUSION,WE CAN SHARE OUR THOUGHTS A SILENT SAFE WAY.WHY WE CUT OURSELVES IS BECAUSE WE DONT WANT TO HURT THE PEOPLE WE LOVE,ITS NOT BECAUSE WERE NUMB, WE FEEL TOO MUCH,AND WHAT OTHER OPTIONS DO WE REALLY HAVE?YOU GET ANGRY WITH US WHEN WE SAY WHAT WE THINK BECAUSE WE DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK ANYMORE. WE PUT ON A MASK AND HOPE YOU BUY IT THEN ALL WE HAVE LEFT IS OUR BODY,SO FRAGILE, AND EMOTIONS WITH ENOUGH FORCE TO EAT US FROM THE INSIDE OUT. THE TRUTH IS WE DO WANT TO LIVE, BE HAPPYAND SMILE LIKE WE DID,BUT NOW THE TRUTH IS WE DONT KNOW HOW.....
PEBBLES

hey

hey guys i got music mwahahahhahahahhahahha i AM evil well these are my fav. songs so listen and be A FAN!!!!!!!!!! anyway thats actually it im not completely interesting except the guy i liked sat next to me and stuffs!!!!!!! wow i am a girl!!! lol
-pebbles

poem

i posted a poem my brother wrote a while ago and i want to post one of my own:


I was scared
I was terrified
I was lost
I wanted to cry and crawl
Into someone’s arms
But I was alone
I was angry
I was furious
I was dying
I wanted to feel nothing
But my heart was being
Ripped apart
I was alone
I was isolated
I was done
I wanted to be surrounded
When I yelled no one answered
I am terrified
I am furious
I am now not alone

older brothers

i would advise all of u to not ever have an older brother and be as stubborn and cocky as i can be here are some examples:

1. when he asks you to box with him without any gear do NOT say yes(especially if he weighs 172 lbs. and is a foot taller than you) because you WILL end up with a huge bump and green and blue bruise(do NOT not block his puches with you upper forearm) and do not try to show him your bruise because he WILL poke it really hard!
2. when he says "oh go cry about it" do not say "i will" because u will get flicked or poked really hard or puched and especially dont puch him back becuse if u are tiny he will pick u up and throw u over his shoulders and start to walk away( which is NOT fun)
3. when he bashes the palm of his hand into your forehaed just try to let it go or immeadiatley put your head into his stomach and try to leave it there. when he walks away you run!!!
4. if you run away and he tries to catch you run in zigzag lines but once he catches you he will be picked u up and and get the crap beat out of you and not let u down cause he says that u dont weigh anything!! then he will drag u into the house and be like right ontop of you untill u fall asleep

yup thats practically it and if you have an older make sure you can take him down before you try to fight him and if he is reading this : my arm hurts the bump went away but its turning green and yes i will cry about it!!!!!!!!!!!!

-pebbles

jessis blog!!!!

my friend jessi started a blog so hear it is be the second to follow cause i was the first!!!

http://averagesugeraddict.blogspot.com/

mwahahahahhahahahahahahahaha i no made it work mwahahahhahahha

st.patricks day!!

hey guys happy st.pattys day!! wear green today!!!! i don't like green so i don't own much of it except i got like three green sweatshirts even though it says above i don't like green!! oh well but i am wearing a long-sleeve shirt thats striped with black and gray and has green end of sleeves and collar and embroidery and the infamous jeans(i dont own any shorts or skirts only one pair of kaprees) and also the infamous metal studded belt with drawings of skulls with the infamous pair of hot pink shoes (dont judge me!! my black vans completely fell apart...and those pink shoes were 5 bucks at a flea market soo... but i made them hella cool well actually rachel did she drew tons of doodles with a black sharpie!! and at lunch today i drew another face on my other shoe and my catch phrase next to a zebra that rachel drew the catch phrase is:I AM ZEBRA HEAR ME ROAR!) (so now with every thing completed i have a shoe named fred and a shoe name joe!!!) thats practically it and if you dont wear green when u read this i will cyberly pinch u mwahahahahhahahahahahhaha I AM EVIL!!! and u dont get pinched i will have to as my cousin jess says go all chuck norris on u!!! okay thats it bye and have a happy st. pattys day
-pebbles
p.s. my cat turns 5 today she was born at 12:01 a.m.

maximum ride book!!!!!!!!!!

yay the new maximum ride book is coming out on the 16th yay im a pretty big fan i also liked their blog id give you the adress but they stopped doing post grrr.........
anyway i hope i have enough money ( we have a really big family 6 people including me and 4 pets and my aunt just got laid off untill she can get a part time job) to get the book but i read like hecka fast so it wont last long....
MAXIMUM RIDE 5TH COMING OUT MARCH 16TH!!!!
oh yea happy 15th b-day moogle i didnt forget!

white truck

hey guys this post is kinda creepy or may be im just paranoid:
a few weeks ago my 12 yr old cuz(jess), my 11 yr old bro(brett), amd me were singing the hokey pokey to my 6 yr old cuz(chesnee) to teach her the song. it was fun we were singing at the top of our lungs when we got tired we were going to play sweet sour and tart(the waving at the passing cars game) well when we were playing this white truck was driving by we all waved when nothing happened jess screamed hi! i guess the window was rolled down because the car stopped in the middle of the road and started to back up! from the moment that car stopped i was hyped up on adrenaline so i pushed in my younger kids( my younger cuzins are my kids i luv them) from youngest to oldest then me by slamming the door. my kids told my aunt and uncle while i watched the car turn into our drive way( a huge lot of dirt) then my uncle came out and looked at the car but when the people in the car saw my uncle the car drove off.. that was scary!!!! then yesterday chesnee, jess, and i were outside on the wooden swing set we watched a blue car drive by then we saw that same white truck drive by at around 25 five miles slower than what the other car was driving at... i rushed the kids inside and we stayed inside it was super creepy i know that u, the people reading this cant do anything about it but oh well i told u anyway thats all my excitement for now
pebbles

im bored again sooo

im bored so im going to post some of my favorite music!!!

anything by these artists:
three days grace
linkin park
slipknot
mudvayne

songs by theses artist:
i dont care by apocolyptica featuring adam gontier
diary of jane by braking benjamin
blow me away by braking benjamin
breaking down by breaking benjamin
afterlife by avenged sevenfold
almost easy by avenged sevenfold
never enough by five finger death punch
hate me by five finger death punch
ashes by five finger death punch

thats about it for me but if u guys can give me any suggestions id be happy to take them

oh andd soory to u rap likers linkin park is the closest thing i come to rap and i dont like them that much three days grace is by far my favorite band !!!!!

hey guys!!!

i woke up earlier than wanted.... at 7:30.... all thanks to my cat c.j. who licks my nose not very pleasant cats have scratchy tounges!!! any way thats pratically it.... i had a bonfire last night with my cousin jess it was pretty cool we didnt have any marshmallows so we had marshmallow pies... we roasted them but we didnt have sticks so we used chopsticks we got last last night but there was only two and with four people evry one was fighting over chopsticks it was cool... then teryn came over!!!! yays i love my cousin and hes never here because of baseball but he can be pretty mean he didnt want us crowding him so i just acted nuetral as usual but i did get to hug him so....yah well i think thats about it oh no its not hold on....we watched the jets because we live near the navy base that trains pilots for top gun so we were yelling at them it was funny oh and jess stayed the night but teryn had to go and stay at his dads house sooo i was kinda sad... and thats about it for sure... ok bye!!!!!!!!!

yay im playing with the fonts!!!

font
arial
courier
georgia
lucinda grande
times
trebuchet
verdana
wedbings = webdings lol

just to say

i just want to say with what Ive heard about i don't want any of my friends who r in a bad situation like me doing something stupid.... like running away or cutting themselves or hurting their family or people who u consider family cuz that's all u got. don't get mad... Ive tried and did all of the thing Ive listed here.... i ran away because i was scared..of what i don't really know.... i cut myself with tweezers on my hip a little to low because it burned like hell when ever i moved my leg... i tried to cut myself with a bobby pin but my cousin beat the crap out of me before i could do that he also beat the crap out of me and dragged me back into the house when i tried to run away..and because my little brother is closest to me i hurt him... physically.. because when something that you loved more than life caused you so much pain how can u love any thing anymore... i even beat on my older cousin he wasn't hurt even though I'm a karate expert and was pretty mad but he did punch a hole in the wall to make me stop..... it worked... the point is don't ever do any of this stuff please you don't have to listen to me but its first hand experience and first hand consequences.....

followers

OH MY GOSH IM REALLY HAPPY BY HOW MUCH THIS BLOG HAS GROWN IN LESS THAN A YEAR!! IM REALLY HAPPY AND ITS ALL THANKS TO MY FOLLOWERS FROM JUST ONE (MY FRIEND RACHEL) TO NOW 7!!! WOW IM SOOOOOO HAPPY IM REALLY HAPPY ITS JUST SO AMAZING!!!! SORRY I RAN OUT OF COLORS...

boys

okay i am being a girl again in this post the guy that i really like i know he really likes me to ill give you some facts:

• he called me "little stuff "
• kept on touching my hair
• today he said "your just so small can i give you a hug"
• he put his hand on my leg (that was a little bit uncomfortable but hes cute and ive never had a relationship before)

i really think he likes me but i just have to wait and find out

impanadas!!!

hey my peeps sry ill be myself now lol im having a fiesta in my spanish class so im making almost traditional impanadas!! impanadas are the spanish verion of turn overs except instead of sweets inside ita usually meat.... sorry vegetariansi tried being a vegetarian for a bit but me and soy milk do not mix srry i have to go i have make impanadas and do math and science homework grr...i personaly think all science teachers should be 63 yr old wanna be hippies because their really cool & have really cool stories to tell.... lol mr. siemankowski was an awesome teacher then i moved............ grrrr........... damn you deryk..........