secrets

im really sorry to announce that i havent told you guys the whole story
im moving
why?
answer: my grandfather who i am living with now whose not related to me has been beating my brother and yelling at him all the time and my little bro is just trying to grow up yet he gets beat for it we already had the cps come twice to me it shouldnt get to that point EVER so we are moving
we are moving to a little town in nevada and hopefully it will be better
we arent going to finish the school year here so my friends that read this im so sorry but i will move to antartica to make sure my brother wasnt getting hurt and he was happy afterall he is the reason i wake up in the morning

-pebbles

hey people today im in fallon navada with my family: my grandma,grandpa,aunts and uncles and my cousins: teryn whose 16, jessica whose 12 and chesnee whose 6. im sooo happy to be here so that is relly all i want to say soo..... yup thats it...

e-mail

i have just created a e mail for followers of this blog who want to get in touch than rather leave a comment


here it is:pebblesblog94@yahoo.com


ill check this e mail daily i hope but i dont want to make promises but ill really try to check this everyday

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this blog is amazing
www.krimsonnet.blogspot.com
ist just another kids story trying to get through this game called life and the blog is amazing so check it out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry rachel

sorry rachel and justin(if you r reading this)
im sorry mostly to rachel for scaring you with all my depression but its not like i can help it
please dont be mad at me at school (schools worse enough i actually have to learn lol) seriously im okay

i dont need you to try to fix it i need you to listen
please your my best friend and you want to help im just trying to make it easier for you if thats possible

- pebbles

depression

somethings been really bugging me,writing about my moms birthday brought it up. this guy at school i wont mention his name or my school i don't need my blog readers to start a riot. anyway he said when i was feeling pretty depressed about my stupid life: no dad now no mom have to live in a retirement community having the cps (child protective services)check on us from time to time(pretty pathetic life if you ask me) well this guy just said "get over it" that really stung i mean how can i get over the death of a loved one especially since that loved one raised my brother and i alone. on the other hand should i be over it by now? i mean my mom died in may 2008 its almost been 6 months that should be long enough right? or am i just weak, a weak person that cant get over things? i don't know if i should be giving myself time or i should say"get over it you crybaby" i really don't know part of doesn't ever want to let go then the other part cant take the pain much longer. ugh i feel like a screw up. like(here's some poetry for you): there is wasted air in my useless lungs or i am a unfixable piece of crap that either needs to move on or give up ugh i feel really depressed right now I'm not going to go on...

b-day

I'm sorry i should have posted this sooner but i was pretty depressed
December 2nd would have been my moms, Lisa Marie Kelly's birthday she would have been 43 this will be the first Christmas without her ugh I'm sorry this is getting really hard without crying

HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY MOM
BRETT AND I LOVE AND MISS YOU!!!!!

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this is other cousin Jessica's blog its pretty interesting so check it out!!!!!!


http://myawsomepossumlife.blogspot.com/

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you need to go to this website:

its soo cool!!!

www.freerice.com

bretts poem

my brother Brett wrote this poem (and he is only 11)

I live my life with no knife
I would stay but I'm in pray
Its not safe in this place
Its not wrong till your wrong
I try not to cry it'll pass by
Just leave this place with no trace