Thursday, February 11, 2010

# 3 = drastic measures

1: Grandmothers and spouse's house.
problem: Spouse beat my brother and I
solution: moving to aunt's house
2: Aunt's house.
problem(this is going to be a long one): They take the money we get for birthdays, holidays, ect. they use it to buy beer and gamble. We've had fights (my aunt and I) I have a scar on my leg from one. This I knew though, what I didn't know has nearly killed me emotionally. My mother and father sapent their whole lives saving up just in case something like this ever happened. My aunt gets about 3,000 a month for watching my brother and I. We sometimes don't have any water or food. or sometimes clothes(speaking of which I'm a desperate need of a good pair of sneakers). She and her boyfriend have been using this money to gamble and buy beer and we're left with horrible living comditions. What really destroys me is that this is my mother and fathers money, They're taking my DEAD parents money and losing it!
solution: I'm taking my brother and I to our other grandmothers and other aunts house. That won't really wake them up, this will though. If the situation isn't good for us then it obviously isn't good enough for their seven year old daughter. We're going to give her a good home too.
So now we're back to my title number three. This will be our third try at a normal life. This will be our last try because I know with every fiber of my being that this will finally be our break.

2 comments:

Leftover Halloween Candy said...

Pebbles...Your journal makes me cry...I'm only 17 and I haven't been able to get a job. I spent the money I had...but I want so desperately to help you...I can't...but if I could I would. I admire your strength in dealing with your current situation...I'm pretty strong myself, but I would have done something...taken some sort of action. I don't know how you do it, but you're right, your break will come. I look forward to your journal about how happy and problem-free you are, okay?

Angela B. said...

I recently started a blog and noticed I could look at the next blog so there I was sifting threw other peoples blogs and came across yours. :(