hey

hey guys i didnt have school today so i ate,slept,i.med a few friends,ate,slept and mow im writting this so my day was super exciting!!! oh yea with teryn pitching and not breaking his ankle won the game 9-3 yay go cchs!!!! go fallon!! yup now thats it my day is just so exciting im jumping up and down... lol bye
-pebbles

hey

hey guys im kinda happy today was good and bad you wanna hear oh yes i know you do
okay with the good things first:

1.i dont have school tomarrow
2. report card: the first time ive ever gotten any thing lower than a "C" since my mom died actually i might have a "d" in espanol srry mr. lattin not all mexicans speak spanish.. (and yes my spanish teacher is called mr.lattin hardy har har..)


now the bad things:

1. im pretty sure i make myself sound and look like an idiot most of the time im not sure which side of the family i get that from but since im livin with my maternal aunt ill say my dads side!!! lol
2. since i am a majorly double jointed freak no one really likes to see a girl pop her elbow in and out of place and accidently haviing that elbow crack.. people make fun of me but when i see their faces when i pull my pinki to my wrist or crack my elbow those faces are soo totally worth it!!!!

yup thats practically it so now you know i am a doubly jointed freak and that a certain guy who sits by the lockers *cough* jordan *cough* is entirely squemish... now thats it....

-pebbles

hey guys

hey guys how are you today? oh i see well..... lets see what i can perscribe to you... srry i just felt like being weird and telling two kids that i have to baby sit to go to bed!!!!!!!!!!!! but i just have to wait grrrrrr and especially sine i gave a 6 yr old some coke(soda!!) to be quit yea that was a great idea she was quit for about ten seconds!!!!!!!! woo i am great genious i should get 10000000000$ for that plan!!!! grr im just going to be on the computer watching youtube and i.m.ing to friends kk

pebbles

amazingness

srry but thos really is amazingness im in gardenerville going to walker tomarrow to see where my mom grew up!!! and i got a phone call from my aunt saying thatthis person who was also in the casino knew my mom!!!! she went to school with her!!! i know most of you are like "whatever" but to me this is like uhhh....getting a whole bathroom to myself or getting a whole tub of yummy ice cream all to my self!!!!! well its more important than that> im going to share some stuff about my mom:
in highschool she played softball, (she was so dark she could play softball with the indian reservation), basketball, and was a cheerleader.
and she made my aunt be a welcome mat!!! lol my mom bought her in her school when your a senior u can but freshman (so im glad teryns only a junior and we dont do that but sad to say he does own me :(...) any way she made my aunt lay down and when ever a cheerleader stepped on my aunt she had to say "welcome" hahahahahahahahaha!!!!! yups my mom was evil thats where i get my genious from lol!!!

my mom

this is a picture of my mom:




LISA MARIE KELLY

i have her hair her color eyes her face and some other features

been a while

hey guys its been a while since ive posted soo i thought id do a check up even though i should really doing some math home work now......... shhh jess dont tell our aunt... lol yeah thats it really im actually getting bored... oh i went to the pound today and saw the cutest little german shepard named momo she was only fourteen weeks old. i couldn't have her.. this Pound DOES euthanize dogs and cats so if ur ever in fallon take momo home!!!!! save one more innocent life cat or dog save the animals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! make tons of donations to C.A.P.S. they are an animal shelter that doesnt put animals to sleep they run completely on donations and voulunteers!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP SAVE INNOCENT ANIMALS!!!!!!!!! AND HELP FIND OUR GRAY 7 MONTH OLD KITTY FEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aunt teresa misses her baby fez has been gone for two days now....... HELP FIND FEZ!!!!!

-PEBBLES

hey guys

i am really depressed no one but a few people will understand: I MISS MY MOM!!!!!!! I WANT TO CALL SOMEONE MOM!!!!! I WANT FRIENDS WHO UNDERSTAND!!!!!! MY FRIENDS HAVENT EXPERIENCED DEATH!!!!! I NEED PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND HOW IT FEELS GOOD TO CUT YOURSELF EVEN THOUGH U MIGHT NOT WANT TO DIE OR MAYBE U DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED SOMEONE WHO CAN RIGHTFULLY HOLD ME WHEN I CRY!!!! WHEN WILL I EVER HAVE THAT!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I NEED SOMEONE TO JUST BE THERE BUT THE WORLD KEEPS ON GOING AND THEN I CANT CATH UP AND IT GOES FASTER AND THEN IM LOST!!!!!!!!! TO CLARIFY I WROTE A DIARY ENTRY IN A JOURNAL:
IF SUICIDE NOTES BRING PEOPLE BACK TO REALITY WHY DOES IT SCARE?IF THEY ARE THE ONLY WAY TO THINK CLEARLY WHY ARE THEY SO DISOWNED?WE DONT WANT TO DIE,WE JUST WANT TO GIVE UP. ITS SO MUCH EASIER TO JUST LIE LIMP THAN FIGHT YOUR WAY THROUGH LIFE.WHY WE LISTEN TO LOUD DEPRESSING MUSIC IS SO MOST OF OUR THOUGHTS ARE NOT GETTING THOUGHT. WHY WE WEAR BLACK IS SO INSTEAD OF SHARING OUR HORRIBLE THOUGHTS WITH RAGE,SORROW,CONFUSION,WE CAN SHARE OUR THOUGHTS A SILENT SAFE WAY.WHY WE CUT OURSELVES IS BECAUSE WE DONT WANT TO HURT THE PEOPLE WE LOVE,ITS NOT BECAUSE WERE NUMB, WE FEEL TOO MUCH,AND WHAT OTHER OPTIONS DO WE REALLY HAVE?YOU GET ANGRY WITH US WHEN WE SAY WHAT WE THINK BECAUSE WE DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK ANYMORE. WE PUT ON A MASK AND HOPE YOU BUY IT THEN ALL WE HAVE LEFT IS OUR BODY,SO FRAGILE, AND EMOTIONS WITH ENOUGH FORCE TO EAT US FROM THE INSIDE OUT. THE TRUTH IS WE DO WANT TO LIVE, BE HAPPYAND SMILE LIKE WE DID,BUT NOW THE TRUTH IS WE DONT KNOW HOW.....
PEBBLES