Gosh, do I ever feel like I'm having a midlife crisis. Well with my friends anyway. Well maybe it's more like friend. I don't know... Okay so I might as well give you the story.
I was sitting in the math building with my headphones on and listening to my music. Kate comes over and greets me like she usually does. Nothing unusual. Then she starts talking and I turn off my music and say huh? the she gets all mad at me cause I wasn't listening to her. She t5hen talked to me again and I still couldn't hear her. Anyway she stalked off and I get mad cause what did I do? For her information I couldn't hear anyway cause I had a ear infection and I can't hear out of that ear. Anyway I was having a bad day and I refused to talk to her so I drowned her out with my headphones all day. Then in Spanish 2 she told everyone that I was mad cause she dissed my headphones. I was mad because she always drowns me out with her music and she is ten times more moody than I am.
Anyway no one would work with me in Spanish because of what she said.
Today she greeted me by kicking me. (Not like hard but she still kicked me) she asked me if I was going to act mature today. That got me mad. I said, I dunno can we? And then she stalked off.
Also everytime today she tried to get my attention she yanked on my 20$ headphones nad repeatedly poked my head. I'm sorry but I absolutely hate people touching me! I don't even do hugs. They're akward I guess cause I only hugged my Mom and now that she's gone I just don't do that whole human contact thing very well.
Anyway I haven't told her why I'm mad cause I know that I'll let my emotions get the better of me and this will turn into a whole ugly thing.
She said that our friendship is going to end unless I say sorry I guess.
But I don't feel right saying sorry. It is my right as a human being to have emotions and to show them I shouldn't be punished because I showed a bad one. So I hate to say but not only do I belive in what I just said but I'm also very stubborn but she will have to apologize first.
On a brighter note, well it's actually not that bright. I got rejected again, so this leaves four rejections. So now I need to send more queries. But I'm in a bad mood so maybe I'll do it later.
Now to make some of you laugh.
Okay, yesterday I was supposed to walk to the basbeall field. As in NOT get on the bus. I was so stressed with Kate not to mention we had a huge Spanish test. I compltely forgot and got on the bus. When I was aready to a different school I realized... OH CRUDNICKLES! I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE ON THE BUS! so I freaked and had to get on the other bus that took me to my house. I got to my house thinking: Okay my aunt won't kill me if I get inside and call her. (My phone died so I left it at home) Turns out this was the only day we left our door unlocked. SO i was stuck outside for an hour and a half sleeping on my porch worrying about my aunt killing me when she gets home.
Turns out my aunt figured I forgot and laughed at me. I was out on a porch for an hour... sleeping on my backpack... she laughed... Well, what a day...
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